I promise I'm trying and I know it might not seem like it but I really am trying my hardest but it feels like I'm collapsing in everything that's been happening but I promise I'm trying to make sure that I'm being a good friend,sister,student,daughter and overall good enough person I am trying to do everything I can but at the same time I know it's not enough because the people closest to me still don't seem happy and its killing me inside because I just want them to be happy and it seems like I can't do enough but I'm trying to keep it together and do everything I can even if it doesn't seem like it. It might not seem like I care but I'm pouring out my whole heart to fill up everyone's else's and mine is draining but i do promise that I will try to make them happy even if they don't think I'm trying.
