You tell me " shut up" if I say something you don't agree with or you hang up our calls or you ignore me or you tell me to " quit arguing and be quiet" so then I feel like I did something wrong then I get quiet and don't talk and I rub my palm in the hand of my other and bite my lip or look down fighting back tears because you tell me your sorry and you love me not long after then I feel bad because your apologizing even though deep down I know you should because the things you tell me but I'm scared to make you even more mad then I already do.... I know you don't always like me and that's okay and you say you always will but you tell me things that prove the exact opposite things and I'm scared the things you tell me about me or you tell your freinds when you think I can't hear are you truly feel
