I quit doing my hair and makeup and I don't rlly get dressed up anymore. I quit calling and texting a lot of people and I'll have days where I forget to eat. I don't care when I get in trouble anymore and i have mostly just given up in a lot of things but the truth is I tell everyone I'm doing really good but I'm not doing so good to be honest and I am slowly giving up.. I'm fading and it's scary to watch myself fade but I'm trying and it's never enough
