heartbreak hotline || sunsun

xx.

it's hard to imagine, but there was actually a time in middle school when all sunghoon could do was think about sunoo. the pages of his notebooks were full of daisy drawings around the corners, and sometimes he even attended study hall just to admire him from across the room.

sadly, his mind went blank when the younger boy confessed his crush at the park, not being able to process the fact that someone as bright as sunoo could ever notice him.

truth was he struggled with self confidence. even with all the attention he recieved from girls, he'd always see himself as the little bug-eyed boy who couldn't make friends.

that changed a bit once he started hanging out with jay, the son of one of his parents' closest friends. jay was kind and patient, always willing to stick beside him when others would label him as "rude" or "antisocial".

sunghoon felt like he had to somehow return the favor, so he built up the courage to ask him out on a date. then one date led to another, and before he knew it, he trapped himself in a relationship with jay park.

he never meant for it to become a thing, at least not for so long. but it was evident that jay had gotten attached, so he kept the act going, not realizing he was slowly ruining the only friendship he'd ever had.

all the hugs, kisses and romantic gestures became muscle memory for sunghoon, so much that he eventually forgot his feelings for sunoo, and the recurring image of his smiling face began to disappear.

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thanks for calling the
heartbreak hotline! i
apologize for the
delay in our services,
how may i help you?

you call that a delay?
i was starting to think
this hotline wasn't even real
*chuckles*

oh it's you... i have a
personal life too y'know?

right, the one you
refuse to talk about

very funny, how's
your life been?

you were gone so i had to
ask my sister for advice and well,
i'm no longer dating the
person i told you about

is that so? i thought you said
you weren't dating

you know what i mean.
anyways, did you ever get
my voicemail ?

i haven't checked yet
is there something
important? you know,
besides the dating thing

no no don't worry about it,
it's not that big a deal

it was big enough to
leave a voicemail about it

it's stupid really, can we
talk about something else?

if you say so, darling

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a/n
finally updated again! i wonder what
these two ended up talking about, and
will sun check his voicemail later?
idk man just wait another 3 months /j