Like Birds. \\ n.h [au]

c h a p t e r || 16

Chapter sixteen.

 When I open my eyes again Niall is nowhere nearby. I can still feel the cold from the lip ring. I stand out here for a while, looking up at the fireworks before the cold makes me go inside.

My eyes are searching after the blonde boy in dark blue suit, but I can't find him. It feels like all of my makeup has been smeared out so just in case I hurry to the bathrooms.

It is decorated with at least ten vases of flowers and the walls are pink. It's big and fancy, like the rest of this place.

 Gina sits by the bar with Louis and I make my way over there.

 "Hey, where have you been?"

I know I am blushing at her question and I know she would figure out if I was lying.

 "Niall kissed me..." I almost whisper.

 "Aww, so he have some sort of heart... Where is he now?"

 I shrug my shoulders, searching for him when I see Harry. He is sitting by a table and I walk over there. I owe him an explanation.

 "Hi, look. I'm sorry for being weird. I... didn't feel too well. I needed some fresh air, but sorry that I dissed you that way"

 Harry has a smile on his lips and he stands up. "Care to finish that dance?"
I look around me, and Niall is nowhere to be found. I don't know how he would react if he saw me dancing with Harry again, but who is he to decide over my life? I am not marrying Harry because I am dancing with him.

 "Sure" I smile and we make our way to the dancefloor.

 After two songs a man speaks out in a microphone, asking everybody to sit down. When everyone is seated and a woman comes up the stage I see Niall and the blonde girl come out from the bathrooms and my heart drops. The blonde girl has a smile on her lips and she fix her hair. I feel Gina's hand on my thigh and I look at her, fake-smiling.

 When people start to move around to put donations I decide to look up Molly.

 "Hi, dear. Are you having fun?"

 "Yeah... It's great! Can I talk to you for a moment?"

Mr. Wood is standing next to her and another man. Molly's nodding and I tell her how I feel. Plus I still have my period so I can put the blame on it.

 Molly understands me and she promises to order me a cab directly. I give her a hug and thanks her for this opportunity she's gotten me.

 "See you when you get home!" I smile and walk outside to wait for the cab.

 This night has been a total mindfuck. It's been fun to experience new things like this but it is not for me. It is too over class for me.

 A black car drives up the driveway and the driver walks out to open the backdoor for me. I mumble a quiet 'thank you' and look out the window. It has begun pouring down and I am glad to go home.

I unlock the door and shuts the alarm off and walk upstairs to my room. I feel all dirty and take the dress off and put the water on in the bathroom. I need a long hot bath.
The tampon feels yucky when it gets wet but I try not think about it and put on some music and go online on Facebook. Gina has posted a picture of her and Louis and smile at their crazy faces. They are meant to be together, both equally crazy.

 I fall into a daze, dreaming about blonde guys with blue eyes. Or just one guy. His kiss had been amazing and I can still feel his lips against mine.

I open my eyes and see him above me, leaning down and I sit up in the tub to meet his lips. I grab his hair and pull him closer to me and his hands are touching my right breast. I moan into the kiss and drag him down the tub with me, still wearing his clothes.
When the water reach my mouth I throw myself up the water. I look, but there's no Niall there. It was just a dream. A hot, sexy dream that won't become real.
Somewhere I hear a bell ring and it takes me a moment to realize it's the door. I walk out the tub and quickly dry myself before I put clothes on and walk downstairs. Now the person outside has begun to ring nonstop and I hurry.
I open the door in chock.
Outside, in the pouring rain stands Niall.

IH, HI! I HOPE YOU LIKE IT, BABES!!
HAPPY SUMMER :* 
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