Episode 5.4- Trying to mourn

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Bold is talking Italics is thinking/monster talking Underline is flashback/previous chapter Anything inside ~ is author

*Previously* 

15 minutes after Y/n fell asleep. Hyun-su arrived at the door and gave the special knock. The door opens and Du-sik lets him in. Du-sik could see he was tired. "Get some rest." He nods. He walks over to the phone and calls down to Eun-hyuk, letting him know that they would be a lot longer than planned. After getting the green light he took his stuff off and put them next to Y/ns' by the door and took off his shoes.

He walked into the restroom and got a wet rag and cleaned himself of the dried blood. He cleaned the rag off and went and cleaned off Y/n of the blood. He put the rag back and laid next to her under the covers. She cuddled into his chest and he wrapped his arms around her and soon fell asleep.

*Present*

*1st person*

I woke up a little while later and noticed that the woman that we had saved was gone. I also noticed Hyun-su was as well and that he wasn't next to me, so I assumed he went somewhere. I sat up and the kids were watching Du-sik working on my silencers still.

I had a few maybe too many guns, but they'll come in handy at some point. I then see that Hyun-su and the 2 people from earlier walk in. Hyun-su noticed the woman was also missing and asked where she was. Du-sik stopped working and had the kids sit on the bed. 

He then wheeled over to the restroom and opened the door. They were shocked. I got up and walked over. I then saw a giant fetus in a womb. It's head was huge. I know it was the woman from earlier. I lowered my head, something I was taught when I was young, showing respect. "Rest in peace. I'm going to fight a little longer" I thought to myself.

I then looked at everyone else and nodded at them. We got Du-sik and carefully made our way down with him. The kids followed as carefully and as silently as they could. Soon we got to the lower level and Eun-hyeok took him away to do something. I walked with Hyun-su, hand in hand, to the back area where we were if we weren't out doing a mission. 

I then saw Min-sung waiting for me by the door. I let Hyun-su's hand so and went over to him. I picked him up and leaned my spear on the wall. "Hey, how was it down here?" I asked him. "I miss mom. When will she wake up?" he asked me softly. I sadly smiled at him. "She won't be able to. She's transforming into an angel. She needs to stay asleep" I said softly while holding back tears. I felt so bad for my brother. 

He nodded and motioned for me to set him down. I set him down and he went over to Hyun-su. I watched with a sad smile and walked over to them. "Min-sung, do you like Hyun-su?" I asked him and he nodded. "Yes nonna! I want to see the two of you stay together, no matter what" He said. This caught us and a couple of others around us off guard. I blushed and started stuttering. 

"Min-sung, do you realize what you just said?" I asked him and he nodded. "Yes nonna. I know what I said and I mean it" He told us. I couldn't look at Hyun-su after that so I walked away and to the bathroom. I walked in and turned on the sink. I then started to wash my face when I looked up and saw someone. I turned around and recognized the golden eyes. "Light?" I asked confused as I didn't recognize her. 

She nodded

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She nodded. I the saw Sorrow appear behind her. "Sorrow? Why do y'all look different?" I asked them. They shrugged. "We don't know. But I do know that your struggling. You can keep going- No she can, look at her.She's barely able to hold onto herself. Ju- Enough" I interrupted. "Just leave me alone. I need to clear my head" I said softly. Light sighed and reluctantly went away. Sorrow was silent before disappearing. I leaned on the wall after turning off the sink and brought my knees to my chest. I then started to softly cry, not knowing that a  giant goo snake like creature was watching me. 

I soon stopped crying and stood up. I washed my face again and dried it after I turned off the sink. I then walk out and saw them messing with my spear. I walked over and grabbed it from them with a glare. I then walk to the back area and Eun-hyuk let me in. I set my stuff down by the door and walked over to Hyun-su, who was in his usual spot. I sat down next to him and cuddled into his side. 

"Do you ever think we'll get cured?" I asked him. "Don't get your hopes up. This is caused by desire, so there isn't a cure" He said plainly. I nodded and rested my head on his shoulder. "I wanna go home" I said softly. He tensed up a little, before realizing I was just trying to mourn. He laid down and I laid down with him. I then felt him squeeze me gently, slowly tightening his hold. I wrapped my arms around him and started to softly cry. Soon I had fallen asleep, only t o be woken up by Hyun-su a couple hours later.

I sat up and saw Eun-hyuk at the door. I got up[ and so did Hyun-su. I walked over and grabbed my bag and spear before leaving the room. We carefully made our way up the stairs and to the stairs outside. I had failed to notice that his eyes had turned black. I felt my eyes change and I knew it was Light keeping an eye out. We walked out onto the outside stairs and I noticed the helicopter flying around the place. I stayed close to Hyun-su and we carefully made our way up, making sure that our phones had a call going and that our earbuds were working properly. 













~Hello. Hope you enjoyed this chapter. Yes I remade Light and Sorrow so that they were different. The reason is so that not only is it easier to identify which is which. I also did that to show the two different sides of the reader. One is wanting to keep going and the other wants to make the suffering end. Another chapter should be out sometime this week. Don't forget to comment on Update #2 so that I can easily make my decision. Have a good rest of your day and I'm going to sleep~

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