A/N: I know that this is not exactly how it went down but for the purposes of the story I have tweaked it some. Reminder this is FICTION, even though it is based on reality, I am not claiming that this is my exact theory.
TW- this chapter includes cyberbullying and threatening language, if that triggers please skip. I will add a summary in the next chapter to fill in.
Now that Felix and Hyunjin were officially a couple within the group, life seemed perfect. They embraced all of the love they felt for eachother and were able to talk Han into switching rooms with Hyunjin so that they shared. Han happily agreed, being tired of waking up to Hyunjin coming in the room to sleep next to Felix. Worst part is that they never left to Hyunjin's room. Minho was a scary dude, especially if his sleep was disturbed.
Felix and Hyunjin made sure not to do anything suspicious when the cameras were around but that didn't matter. It is impossible to hide a look of love, can't control your eyes from showing it. They boys didn't really care though, everything could only be speculation so they let the shippers believe what they wanted. In the background they really liked seeing the subtle things they did in compilations or pictures of them.
Everything turned sour one day when the group was hanging on the couches, Felix had his head on Hyunjin's lap. Hyunjin was gently stroking Felix's hair, the other on his waist. Hyunjin felt his phone starting to buzz constantly and Changbin shot up, looking at his phone in disbelief.
".. what?" Hyunjin said, Changbin was looking at him with his eyes wide. "Check your phone...." is all he was able to get out, the other members also pulled out their phones, except Felix who just looked at Hyunjin above him.
Hyunjin tensed up, holding his breath with his eyes wide. Felix sat up and looked at him, panic creeping up all through his body. Hyunjin put his hand in front of his mouth.
"What?! Will someone tell me what's going on?!" Felix yelled, breaking the silence. Minho passed Felix his phone and saw the messages that were spread across the screen. A couple of "fans" had posted threats.
I will see you at the fansign and will bask in your last breaths if you don't stay away from our sunshine.
If I ever even think that Felix is sad you best bekieve a strange package will show up at your door and it will be the end of you. Nice plants in your window by the way.
Just got this in the mail yesterday, be careful where you look, wouldn't want those famous eyes of your damaged do you? It had a picture of a industrial quality laser that could blind someone in a second.
If you do not stay away from Hyunjin, there will be hell to pay. Look forward to seeing you at the concert, ill have razor blades ready to throw at the stage.
Stop trying to pull Hyunjin to the gay squad or I will save those pretty little freckles on your face as a souvenier!
Felix was speechless, tears running down his face but there was no expression on his face. The other members circled around them, wrapping their arms around the couple."We will not let anything happen to you!" Chan spoke out, the others nodding their heads in agreement. Hyunjin threw his phone down on the couch and stormed to his room. He grabbed the plants that he had by his window and threw them across the room, shattering them in pieces and leaving a trail of pot shards and dirt where they hit.
Felix ran up to Hyunjin and held him tightly, only to be pushed away by Hyunjin. He turned to sit on his bed with his head between his knees, clutching onto them tightly.
"They know where we live, what floor we are on, the plants on the window sill right above the bed. Nowhere is safe." He said, his voice numb of any sign of emotion. Felix was crying at this point.
The members had gotten threats before, it comes with being an idol, but nothing this targeted. Nothing this specific.
Chan walked away from the doorway, calling JYP to let him know of the threats. The staff and management did not know about Hyunjin and Felix's relationship but they would have to be outed for their own protection with the staff. Chan was trying to sound calm on the phone but you could hear his voice waver and crack with the panic.
Felix tried to go to Hyunjin to comfort him, as was his instinct but Hyunjin looked at him and shook his head, holding his hand out to stop Felix from coming closer. Felix slid down the wall on the other side of the room and buried his face in his knees too, Han came over to hug him.
"Do you want us to leave you alone.. ?" Changbin asked. Hyunjin shook his head no.
"Can one of you stay with me?" He said softly, his eyes still wide looking at the floor. Changbin nodded and walked over to Hyunjin gently, putting his arm around him and letting Hyunjin press into his chest.
"What if they are always watching..?" Hyunjin asked softly.
Felix was sobbing on the other side of the room, Hyunjin did not even seem phased. Han pulled him up and led him out of the room into the bathroom, Felix started having a panic attack and Han took him to calm down and splash water on his face.
"JYP knows, they are trying to figure out who sent the threats. In the meantime we will have a security person stationed by the door. Hyunjin, since they know where you sleep and the window above the bed, you can't stay here. We can set up a bed for you in the living room away from the windows." Chan came in, you could tell that he was trying to be strong but that he was terrified inside.
Hyunjin nodded, not breaking his wide stare off the floor. Changbin pulled Hyunjin to stand up and walked him to the living room.
All the other members looked at Hyunjin and Felix, not knowing what to do except try to confort the pair.
"Maybe it's best that we stay away from eachother for a while..." Hyunjin spoke up, looking at Felix who was being led out of the bathroom and into the kitchen.
Felix nodded softly, tears still streaming down his face and body weak from the panic attack. The rest of the night was spent with Minho, Changbin, and Chan staying with Hyunjin, and Seungmin, I.N, and Han staying with Felix in his bedroom. Hyunjin and Felix did not even look at eachother for some time, and the distance created a thick and uncomfortable atmosphere in the dorms.
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