One day
One day your name won't come up in my conversations anymore, not even in obscure phrases like "you know who", & if it did, hearing you name won't cause my stomach to twist painfully. I won't wake up & replay the memories of our last conversation as if it were a movie that I could recite every line to.
You won't be in my mind. It'll be freeing, because I will no longer have the burden of your bittersweet love burning in my thoughts & my heart will no longer be heavy.
I'll run into you again. You'll say hi & ask me how am doing, though the small talk will dreadfully awkward. For a split second, you'll probably think I'm still the same niave girl that was so wrapped up in you, until you see my fingers intertwined with his. I promise it will burn, knowing theres another man, but I'll be so deep into his love that your comfort will be the last thing on my mind. Seeing you will make me reminisce on the nights I spent in my room wondering how I could win you over, but
...........One day.
One day you'll just be another memory.
-via ppoeticc
YOU ARE READING
the book of my messy thoughts
Randomthis is all my messy thoughts put together basically rants & quotes I hope I can have this book help people in some way realize that they're not alone & are amazing
