You know what really fucking irks me is that the people around me think its ok to drill in my head that am not skinny enough nor smart enough not pretty enough not social enough when I already think these things without anyone telling me it really has tore me to bits where I do everything I possibly can to be enough to the point where am crying because I want that so much man I almost cry each time I look in the mirror to where I find myself eating less to where I don't want to wear most of my clothes because "they're starting to not look good on me" to where I want to glob my face with makeup to where I want to copy the person next to me to where I want to just die THANK U EVERY FUCKING BODY THAT HAS TURNED ME INTO THIS MONSTER -me
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the book of my messy thoughts
Randomthis is all my messy thoughts put together basically rants & quotes I hope I can have this book help people in some way realize that they're not alone & are amazing