the book of my messy thoughts

What i want

I don't think I really want you at all am just confused with the fact that I just want someone to have to call mine to stay up late watching movies & fall asleep in the living room with I want to eat cereal at 2:00 am with you I want to argue with you and you to defeat my stubborn attitude I want someone to constantly be at my side tell me its ok to make me happy to push me out into the world and not be afraid to wake up next to your big glossy sleepy eyes to the endless kisses with non minty breath to you singing me John Mayer & Ed Sheeran when I can't sleep even if your not a good singer  I just want that everyday & it isn't you no I just want that so you can continue going girl after girl even if am not the next because I want a forever