𝘐𝘯𝘵𝘰𝘹𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨|𝘑𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘈𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺

𝟶𝟷𝟺. 𝙱𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚜 {𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚠𝚎 𝚍𝚘 𝚒𝚝}

Ellie lay in bed. She felt numb over everything that had happened. She knew they she had lost her chance with Jackson and she hated it. All that she knew was her head was a mess. She felt numb and broken

"Are you okay?" Cassie asked as Ellie looked to her and shrugged

"I'm fine. I guess. I don't know"

"You deserve better than Jackson you asked him to wait it didn't give me opportunity to go and sleep with Lexie grey" Cassie said

"I was going to tell him I loved him. I had fallen in love with him. I wanted to tell him I wanted him and I wanted to try and it kills me. All of this does. Do you think it's me? Do you think I am unlovable I mean my mom died and my dad didn't care and it was just me and mark so maybe it's me. Maybe I am unlovable" Ellie said as a tear rolled down her face as Cassie looked to her and smiled

"Hey don't you even think it. You are amazing. Your not unlovable at all and if Jackson Avery can't see how fresh you are then screw him snd especially screw Lexie grey as she's got nothing on you" Cassie said wiping the tears from Ellie's face

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Lexie stood doing laundry, She looked to see Jackson as he walked into the room "can you wash this, too?" He asked as he took off his shirt and looked to her. Lexie smirked as she turned to face him. She looked him up and down and smirked

"Jackson" she said as he walked over to her. He pulled off her top and lifted her up onto the washing machine. She leant in and kissed him as the kiss got more heated. She started to undo his belt as he ran his hands up her thighs. He went to drop his jeans as Ellie walked in looking traumatised

"Is there anywhere you don't do it" she asked as she walked back out of the room.  She felt sick. She felt distraught at what she had just seen and she was sick of walking in on the two of them. Ellie felt as if she was close to a mental breakdown

"Ellie" Jackson said as he walked after her

"Can we talk" he asked as and looked to him for a moment and sighed

"I don't think there is anything to say do you" she said as she walked off from him as he sighed. He knew he didn't want to hurt her but it happened with Lexie and he knew how the last thing he wanted was to hurt Ellie

•••

Ellie got to work and looked to see everyone who was pestering the chief

"what's going on there" Ellie as Cassie looked to her

"Well they all want in on his clinical trail. How are you doing with this thing with Jackson" cause asked as Ellie looked to her and sighed

"I've been better "

"We'll get through together. Me with your idiot brother and you with Avery"

"We can't half pick them can we?"

"Sloan you're with me. Avery you too" bailey said as Ellie walked over to him and smiled. She knew deep down she didn't want to be walking with him

"Are you okay" he asked as she nodded

"I'm fine"