His Only

Crazy

I woke up feeling a little dizzy, an ran to the bathroom throwing up. Being pregnant isn't at all what I thought it would be like.

I sat up, ready to throw up some more. When there was a knock on the door. I washed my mouth out, an walked downstairs.

I opened the door to see King. He held flowers in his hand, I stepped aside letting him in. I took the flowers sitting them in a vase of water.

" Um I just got through throwing up, so I'm going to freshen up" He chuckled.

" Alright, Na go ahead"

" Living room over there, an you can help yourself to the kitchen just don't touch my ice cream "I said making him chuckle again.

King,

Naomi had a chill place, she was a real cool person to be pregnant. She came back downstairs with some sweats on an a large T-shirt.

" As you can see, I don't exactly fit into small clothes"

" You good like that"

" What you want to do, in already knocked up sex is off limits"

" Blunt asf" I said sitting next to her

" Hormones are crazy" She popped Love an basketball in sitting back down.

I mean, I just met her but she chill as hell an blunt, my type.

" You ever plan on dating again" She looked at her stomach then at me.

" I don't know, if I will"

"Im sure ole dude wouldn't want you lonely an stale looking" I said making her laugh.

" Yeah, you right but how do you move on from someone you love" she said facing me.

" You got to try" She was an amazing person an I could tell just by how she acted.

" Yeah, once he comes, he'll come along, what about you"

" Besides a babymama, I'm single" she laughed.

" I bet you be having females all over you" I looked at her, she wasn't lying but these females out here not worth the trouble.

" I need someone who loyal an will rock with me through anything an everything"

" I hear you, most men they want no relationship but I can see whoever you end up with, gone be real lucky." She said yawning.

She closed her eyes stretching her feet onto me. I looked at her as she opened one eye an laughed. She had the perfect smile to me.

"You don't mine do you" She asked

" Nah, you good Na"

I rubbed her legs as she drifted off to sleep. I was about to go sleep till my phone rung, it was Jasmine.

" Wassup" I could hear her in pain

" I think the baby's coming" I jumped up waking Naomi up. She mouthed what's wrong but I didn't say nothing.

" You only 7 months what the hell you mean the baby coming" She screamed in pain.

" Damn, I'm coming just try to get some stuff together"

" Na, I got to go, Jasmien in labor" She nodded her head getting up.

" I'm coming then" I nodded as I slipped my shoes back on, grabbing my keys.

I started the car, driving out the driveway. I ran a few red lights, luckily no police were near.

Naomi,

Once we made it to the hospital, he quickly jumped out going through the entrance. I couldn't run so I just walked until I made it to the front desk.

" Jasmine Ville"

" She's in surgery, you'll have to wait" He sighed walking to the waiting room area.

I took a seat next to him, holding his hand. You could see tears forming in his eyes. I wiped them away making him look at me.

" It's going to be alright, have faith an say calm" he nodded his head not saying a word.

We sat there for a hour, being quiet. Soon a doctor came out making King stand.

" Tell me you got some good news for me" You could see it written all over the doctors face something was wrong.

" We tried everything, but they didn't make it, you would've had a baby boy"

" What the hell you mean"

" The baby didn't have enough oxygen an Jasmine lost alot of blood" He gripped the doctors shirt firmly.

" Don't play games with me" The doctor stayed calm as he untangled himself from King.

" I'm so sorry, but we weren't able to save them"

He turned towards me with anger in his eyes.

" You told me, it would be alright" I looked at how sad he was.

" I'm so sorry King, I di-"

" Save that bullshxt, you should've never told me it would be alright, now it ain't an it's because of you" I stepped back a little.

" King, I wasn't in the operating room, I had nothing to do with them dieing" he looked at me with a look of disgust.

" That's bullshxt" He stormed out leaving me alone. This felt like DeJa Vue.

I called a cab, I walked outside waiting. The cab pulled up, an I got in.

" 112 Wilkerson Lane please" He dropped me off, I quickly paid him unlocking my door.

I sat my phone on the counter, taking my shoes off. My feet an back hitter at the moment. I sat in my recliner relaxing.

All this just made me think of August. I cried an cried. I don't know how I'm going to make it.