Twiyor x OC: Accidentally in love

Bare with it/Duties

It has been a week since I got out from the hospital and since I found out.

I just don't know why she wanted me to keep a devil's child when I can just abort it last week while I was there.

It hurts for me as I feel it growing in me and I despise it even more.

I can't sleep well at night, I don't even feel like eating or I eat a lot when I normally don't eat much.  She even made me drink milk every night when I don't really drink milk.

Right now, I am having dinner with her and it irritates me the most is that she doesn't let me eat too much food that I like to eat. She made me eat a lot of vegetables and fruits for dessert. 

Papaya you say? No, I hate papaya the most. It stinks.

I slam my hands on the table making everyone eyes on me except for her. Don't ask why because I don't know  why either.

"I've had enough of this, Tiffany. I don't want to bare this little devil!" I said without any hesitation.

She puts her spoon down on the table then takes a sip on her whatever drink she's drinking, she grab her napkin on her lap and wipe her mouth.

She turn to me and for the first time ever, she looked rather disappointed but her eyes tells me on how concern she is, but that doesn't mean I won't be mad at her for forcing me such thing.

She cleared her throat to break the silence between us, though, the atmosphere is very awkward so thanks to her...

"I will be away for a while." She spoke then grab the tongs to get a slice of a mini cake. "And I don't know how I will be gone, but I will try my best to come home before you give birth."

"What?!" I exclaimed but she's still calm. "You're leaving me all alone?!"

"You are not going to be alone." She said. "I have assigned maids, guards and drivers for you. Not to mention, someone who will supervise you."

"So, you're leaving me with them and hired a stranger?!"

"He's not a stranger, Yasmin. He's-"

"So, not this person is a he?" It wasn't really a question but yeah. "Great! Just great!"

"Yasmin, you can trust him, and he's not like that guy who forced you." She's trying to reassured me. "I guarantee you  that he's harmless. I promise." She said with a straight face.

She's serious but why she look me in the eye? Is she...?

All of the sudden, some water fell from my eyes and I didn't even realized it. 

I don't even know why I'm crying now. I am supposed to be tough and be angry at her but why...? Is it because I'm...

"Now, now. Stop crying, Yasmin." She must have noticed it. I caught her eye and for a second, I saw that they were hesitant, but changed it into her normal ones. "Toughen up, little lady. This guy is my older brother, so no need to worry about, ok?" I can hear in her tone that she's worried.

She was just about to get on her feet and go to her room but I spoke. "Please, don't leave..." I said while crying. "I-I'm scared and I don't know who this guy is. Your brother, I don't know what kind of person he is..."

I saw that she wanted to turn but she stopped herself. "He will arrive next week Tuesday and I will be leaving next week Saturday." She said then went upstairs.

I can hear from her voice that she's trying to hold back her tears.

"Mama!" 

This is not me. It's not me to cry and beg for someone to stay with me. Is this one of the pregnancy symptoms or I just got too attach to her? I can never tell...