WORK || TOM KAULITZ

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Tom's pov

I left as soon as I could. I just couldn't be near her. I went to a club. I got drunk trying to take my mind off of her. That didn't help one bit.

After about two hours in the club I was shit face drunk. I took a taxi home. I arrived home. I walked into the living room. She was still awake. Of course she was. She looked at me with her sad glossy eyes. "Hey" she said quietly. "Where's Bill?" I asked her since she was the only one there. "Asleep" she answered. "Why aren't you?" I asked. "I couldn't" she quickly replied.

The alcohol in my system started to take over my actions. I slowly got closer to her. "You are very beautiful, you know that?" I say playing with her hair. "You are drunk Tom" "go to sleep" she says. "Come with me" I say back. "No" she replies. "I won't hurt you Ela" I say looking at her. "I know" she says. "Are you scared of me?" I ask. "No" she replies.

Ela's pov

He's drunk, but so am I. I can't think straight. He takes my arm and drags me upstairs with him. He goes straight to his room, closing the door behind him. He looks down at me. "Ela" He sighs, still holding my hand. "Tom" I say back. "Fuck" he groans. "Why do you do this to me" he says. "I'm sorry" I say back. "Stop with that" he says back.

Tom's pov

I don't think I can hold myself anymore.
"What are you doing Tom?" She asks me. The was her voice sounds I can't take it anymore. I get closer to her. I put my hand on her cheek, bringing her face closer to me. I kiss her. She kisses me back.

This is bad.
How do I stop now?

I put my other hand to her other cheek. She does the same. Fuck. Her touch.
I never felt someone's touch this way. I haven't been with a woman since I saw her. I can't take it anymore. My hands slowly move to her waist pulling her closer. I want no space, no air, nothing in-between us. As I pull her close she moves her hands to my shoulders. I slowly start to kiss her jaw, then her neck. "Tom" she murmurs. "Mhm" Is all
I can get out.

Ela's pov

What's happening? I can't stop myself. Tom's hands on my waist, his lips on my next. The cold feeling of his piercing. It's all too much. We are both drunk. I know we will regret everything tomorrow.
"Tom" is all I can say. "Mhm" he replies.
I don't want him to stop but I'm scared.
I have never even kissed someone and now I'm making out will a "well known player". What if I do this and he leaves. Never talks to me again. "Stop" I say quietly.

Tom's pov

"Stop" she whispers. I stop. I look st her waiting for her to tell me to continue.
"I'm scared" she tells me. Is she scared of me? "What?" I ask. "We shouldn't do this" she tells me. Great. Everything is fucked now. Why did I just do that. "I'm sorry" is all I managed to get out putting my hands of off her. "It's alright" she tries to assure me but I know it's not. Tomorrow everything will be different.

I have to get out.
"I have to go" I say to her walking away.
I turn around. "You can sleep on my bed I won't be back" I quickly say walking away.

I go for a walk.
I don't remember much from that night after I left her.

Ela's pov

I didn't think I could go to sleep after, but after some time I did.

I woke up the next day. Walked downstairs. No-one there. I sat on the couch.

After like thirty minutes Bill walked downstairs. He looked at me with the biggest smile. "Good morning, how did you sleep?" He asked. "Morning, yeah I slept good thank you" I replied.
"Well we better get some breakfast then" Bill said.

We get to a shop. Getting breakfast.
"Did, you see Tom yesterday by any chance?" He asked. I didn't know if I should tell him what happened or lie. "I honestly don't really remember" " I was pretty drunk" I said, he smiles at me.