WORK || TOM KAULITZ

14

After that day everything changed

Ela's pov

It's been two months, I have to tell Morgan my decision tomorrow.
Tom has been distant lately making me just more sure in my decision. I'm telling him today.

Tom's pov

Ela told me to come over at eight. She said she needed to tell me something.

I have something to tell her as well. I wanted for a longer time. I was thinking about how I'm going to tell her. Thinking about myself, if im even capable of this commitment. My thinking got me to the point where I'm telling her last minute.
I have been drinking a lot lately, washing the my emotions over with alcohol so i have been distant but I have never told this to anyone, I don't think I have even to Bill. I never cared before her, about anything and now I care about everything too much.

I knew I had to go there and just do it. As quickly as possible. I had to just get it out there because it I don't say I immediately I might rethink it again.

Ela's pov

I hear knocking. Fuck. I'm not ready.

"Hi" I say to him. "Hey" he says back unsure.
We both can feel the heavy mood around.

"I have to tell you something" he told me before I could even open my mouth. "Alright" I tell him.

"I love you" he said.

What?

"I-" I begin. I dont know what to do. Its now or never.

"I'm moving to LA" I quickly say. "You are what?" He asks. "Why?" He adds. "For work" I say. "What's wrong with your work now?" He says quickly. "Nothing, I just got an offer" I say."For how long?" He asks. "Tom I'm leaving" I say tryingto make him understand. "Why?" He asks. "I got an offer for a better place" i say. "You got an offer?" "So you are leaving everything and everyone behind because of an offer?" he yells at me. "I'm sorry" I tell him. "What about us ?" He yells angrily. "Us ?" "What us, Tom?" Now I'm getting annoyed. I knew he just said he loved me and that conversation probably would lead somewhere but it took him till today. And today is unfortunately too late."What do you mean?" He asks. "Tom it's been over 4 months" "and you aren't even capable of telling about "us" to your own fucking twin brother"

Tom's pov

My world just fell apart.
I never told that to anyone, and now that I have she is leaving me.
"So just like this ?" "Just like this you are leaving" I asked loudly.

"I am" "I'm sorry Tom"

"Don't say you are fucking sorry"

She hands me something. I take it.
It's the bracelet I gave her for her birthday.

I just look at her. I can't with her. I can't see her.

I toss the bracelet on the floor.
"Hope your career works out for you" I tell her walking out the that fucking apartment.

Ela's pov

He changed. This wasn't the Tom I knew, it was a completely new side of him.

He stormed out of the apartment.
Fuck my life.

I spent my last week in New York crying on my bathroom floor. Crying because of myself, this was all my fault. I know. I'm aware.