WORK || TOM KAULITZ

37

Tom runs down the street laughing, then he stops once he finds a little park. "Why did we go here" I ask getting down. "Why not?" "We are always home" he says. We find a little hamburger stand. "See food is sorted" Tom says walking to it.

We get some food and walk to the nearest bench. Both dressed for a fancy dinner sitting in the park eating some street food.

"This is actually good" he says with his mouth full. "Disgusting" I say at his talking with a full mouth. He chuckles.

I can't eat anymore so I give it to Tom to finish and I lay on his lap.

"Don't drop it on my head please" I say and then I hear him chuckle.

I lay there thinking how my life has changed since him. How if he never came to that coffee shop I probably wouldn't be working on my music, I would probably still be in that apartment back in New York, still working with Michael, only if he wouldn't find a better job and most importantly I wouldn't be with him, Tom.

"What are you thinking about?"
My thoughts get quickly interrupted by him. He asks looking down at me. "Everything" I say. "Well how is this "everything" looking for you?" He asks.
"Pretty fucking good" I say smiling at him. He smiles back. "I love you" he says. I pull my head up to kiss him. "Yeah ditto" I say. He laughs "you are something else Ela" he says laughing.

It all fell down after that...

Timeskip

Ela's pov

"So that's it?" I ask. "You're giving up?" I ask throwing my hands at him.
"I could never give up on you" he says looking at me. Not a single emotion showing. I feel tears staring to run down my cheeks. "Unbelievable" I chuckle ironically through my tears. "I'm sorry Ela" he says. "No you're not" I say. He just stands there looking at me. "Fuck you Tom" I say getting closer to him. "Screw you" I say pushing him.

Tom's pov

She starts to hit me. I knew she needed to get her anger out. It's better if she does it on me. She hits faster and harder each time, when suddenly her hitting becames weaker and slower. She stops, putting her head on my chest. "You are a fucking asshole" she whispers. "I know" I say. "I hate you" she whispers. "I know" I say to her. "No you don't" she whisper-yells. I stay quiet, unsure if I was making things just worse.

She steps away from me running her fingers through her hair, breathing in. "So this is it?" She asks. I stay quiet unable to say it out loud.

"Ela I wouldn't do this if I didn't love you" I say.

Ela's pov

"Yeah breaking up with me a real "I love you" I say. "Ela stop" he says. "Why don't you want me to wait?" I ask. "I can't ask you to do it" he says. "You are not asking" "I'm doing it on my own" I say. "Ela trust me" he says. "I don't care" I say. "I will wait" "even if its ten fucking years I will" I say. "It will destroy you" he says. "This will too" I say. He sighs. "Fuck" he whispers putting his hands over his face. "FUCK" he yells moving away from me. "I can't do this" he says putting his fist to the wall. "You can't do this?" I ask in disbelief. "You are the one giving up!" I yell at him. "Ela I don't want this" he yells smashing his hand into the wall. "Shit" he whispers.

"But I have to" "I'm doing this for you" he says. "And sooner or later you will find out why" he says. "Well I want to find out why now!" I say back. "Because I care about you, I fucking love you" "And as much as this hurts right now I know it's the best for you" he says.

She looks at me. Nodding her head.
"Whatever" she says.

I knew she was hurting, but I couldn't do anything because if I did I wouldn't find the power in me to leave after. I had to do this.

Ela's pov

I felt him getting closer to me. "I love you" "I always will" he says. Fucking liar.
"I will find my way back to you" he adds.

A/N
(For anyone who reads this there will be an explanation to this part don't worry!!)