WORK || TOM KAULITZ

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Tom's pov

I got into contact with Christian after all these years again. For the first few days we were catching up on all the missed times but after that we started to get into the old habits and without even realising it we went from just smoking weed to cocaine.

Ela's pov

Tom has been pretty distant lately, hanging out with Christian. For the first few days it seemed alright but now everytime he comes back home, he's just high.

"Where were you?" I whisper at him. It was two in the morning and he just came home, waking me up trying to get to bed.
"With Christian" he says. "Doing?" I ask.
"Nothing much, we will talk tomorrow I'm really tired" he says kissing my head. "Tom your high" I say. "Again" I add. He just looks at me. "Say something" I say louder. He just looks me straight into my eyes. "Fucking say something" I say even louder. "Ela" he whispers. I shake my head. "I can't with you" I say getting up from the bed. "Where are you going?" I hear Tom yell from behind me.

I know Tom had an addiction back when he was younger but I don't really think he recovered, because he always solves his problems with alcohol.

I sit on a chair. Suddenly I feel a pair of hands snake around my waist from behind. I feel Tom's breath in my hair.
"I'm sorry" he murmurs into my head. "What do you do" I ask. "Weed" he says. I quickly push his hands of off me turning to him. "Stop lying" I say. "Cocaine" he says. I just chuckle shaking my head. "Why?" I ask. "I'm sorry" he says. "Why?" "What's wrong?" I say. "Am I doing something?" I ask. "No" he quickly replies. "Ela this has nothing to do with you" he says. "Then why?" I ask. "I don't know" he says. "Tom you can't do this" I say. "I know" he says. "You need help" I say. He nodds his head. "But you have to let me help you" I say. "I know" he says wrapping his hands around me. "Then tell me" I say. "I don't know, I really do not I think the weed triggered it" he says with his head on my shoulder. "It will be alright" "I can help you" I say. "But you have to stop lying to me" I say. "I'm sorry" he says. "I'm so sorry, I don't want to lie to you" he adds. "It's alright" I say patting his back.

"Can we go to sleep now?" He asks. "Yeah" I say. He smile at me. "I love you" he says. "Yeah. I mean you're alright I would say" I say sarcastically. He laughs. "Oh your obsessed with me" he says jokingly.

Timeskip to Monday

"You need any help with that?" Tom says leaning against the door. "I got it" I say trying to put my dress on however I can't reach the zipper. I turn to him. He chuckles and walks to me zipping it up. "Thank you" I say.

We went to a restaurant for a dinner with some of Tom's people from work. It wasn't a work dinner, it was more of a friendly dinner for coworkers I think.

"God talk about a boring dinner" I hear Tom whispering to my ear. I smile. "I wish we could just get out" I say back whispering. Tom looks at me. "We can't" I say. "It's disrespectful" "and we haven't even eaten yet" I say. "I will dealt with it don't worry" he says. "Just get up don't say anything and leave, okay?" He says. "What" "are you crazy" I say. He doesn't say anything and just gets his wallet out taking out some money and placingit on the table. Then he turns to me taking my hand. He gets up. I get up. And he starts to walk out, dragging me with him. "You are crazy" I say as we step out. "They will understand" he says. I see a few paparazzies starting to take pictures. "Let's go" he says. "Can you run?" He asks. I look at my shoes to show him that I can't. "Get on" he says. I get on his back without even questioning him.