WORK || TOM KAULITZ

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[Tom Kaulitz, a famous guitar player from Tokio Hotel, known to be a womanizer has been in a serious relationship for the past 3 years or more with Ela Miller, a new singer who has just yet put out her first album.

However according to some sources the famous duo has split up. We do not know the reasons, however people are speculating is was because T. Kaulitz cheated.]

"Bullshit" "I wish he did" I say throwing the papers on the floor. "This would have been easier if I hated him" I add. "Do you not?" Amber says. "I mean after he just left like that?" "I would" she says. "Yeah but I don't hate him enough for that" "I mean I played a role in it as well" I say. "Ela you didn't do anything wrong" "he would have left anyway" she says. And she was right but I maybe did make things a little harder for him.

"I hate this shit" "How do they even know we were together?" I groan. "They got sources" Amber answers pointing at the sentence.
"Stalkers" I correct her jokingly. "Or snitches" she says. I nod chuckling.

It's been over six months since he left. Every month I get a written letter from him. I haven't open a single one yet, and I think he knows that, but he still isn't giving up on me. However I'm starting to give up on myself.

(Flashbacks)

"You can get a treatment here and I can come and visit you" I say. "No" he says. "Why?" I ask. "Ela you know why" he says. "I can do it Tom" I say trying to convince him. He gets closer to me wrapping his hands around me. "I can't put you though it again" he whispers. "I have to get better" "I have to stop this time for real" he says. "You know how addicts are when they are getting clean" "you know it better then anyone" he says. "Exactly" I say slightly pushing away from him. "I know how they are, I know they don't mean the things they say and I have survived it multiple times before" "I can do it now" I say. "Yeah but your "survived" was barely surviving" "Ela you tried to" he starts but can't even finish it. "Tom I was eleven" "I didn't know how to cope" I say. "Can you at least try" I ask him. "Ela if I said or did something to you I would be able to face you ever again" he says. "You won't" I say.

So he did. He tried for me. And it got all fucked up.

"Well" Amber calls out interrupting my thoughts. "Better get going" she says standing up. I get up as well looking around for my phone. "Have you seen my phone anywhere?" I ask her. "Nah" she says. "Did you even have it with you?" She asks. "Guess I left it at home" I say. Amber simply nodds.

We get out of the studio, walking on the street and getting a coffee.

Tom's pov

"Tom she doesn't even answer my texts" he says. "It's for the best" I say. "I just want to know how she is" he says. "I know" "I do too but you need to give her the time" I say. "It's been six months" he says. "I understand" "it's killing me too" I say quietly.

"I have written her a letter every month" "she hasn't even opened them" I say to him. "But I know she is alive and healthy" I add. "Amber is keeping an eye on her" I say. "But you know she never asks for help" Bill says. "Yeah" I sighs. "But Amber is with her most of the time" I say. "I think she will be alright" I say. "Ok" I hear Bill say softly through the phone. "Well how have you been?" He asks. "Good" I say. He chuckles. "How have you really been?" He asks again. "I miss her" I say. "Yeah" He says back. "But I do know this was the best way to do it" I add. "I just hope she will realise that" I say. "She will" Bill reassures me.

"Well I'm happy you finally got your phone back" he says cheerfully. "Yeah" I say. "Just don't do something stupid" he says. "Don't worry I won't" I say back.