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Tom's pov

I saw her walking into my room. "What are you doing here?" I say sounding angrier then I wanted to. I see her swallow. "This was stupid" she says turning away walking to open the door.

"Stop" I tell her.

She stops.


"Don't leave again" I say.











Ela's pov

The way he says that sentence breaks me.

I turn around facing him. I don't say anything I just stand there probably looking stupid.











Tom's pov

The way she stands there looking so beautiful makes me want to walk to her and take her to me. I'm however way to drunk to even walk.

There is a long silence. She just stands there not moving, I don't even know if she is breathing. I just watch her. I admire her.

Silence.

"Do you still sing" I ask. She looked shocked by my question. "No" she answers. "Why" i ask her. " I don't know" she says back. "What about your lyrics"
"Do you still write?" I ask. She looks at me like I just revealed her deepest secrets.
"How do you know about that?" She quickly asks. "I read the whole notepad" I say simply. She looks sad "I do, I still write them" she then says.

Silence.

"You look horrible" she tells me.
"Thanks" I say sarcastically. "I wasn't trying t-" she begins. "It's fine, I get it"
"You should sleep" she tells me.

Silence.

"Sleep with me" I tell her. She looks almost uncomfortable after that. "Tom that's no-" I cut her off again. "Please" I say.

Silence.

"Fine" she says walking towards me.



















Ela's pov

I fell asleep even though told myself I wouldn't. I felt safe when I laid next to him.

I will definitely regret this tomorrow.

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