WORK || TOM KAULITZ

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Tom's pov

I went to some random pub. Stayed there until 1:34 pm. I assumed Ela would be gone by then. I walked into our hause. No-one. Went straight to my room.
I couldn't sleep and not even all the alcohol couldn't keep my mind of off her. I was the most sober drunk person right now. I felt like I was losing my mind. I had to see her.

I got into my car. Drunk. But I didn't care I had to see her. I went to her apartment. I knocked. The door opened. She looked shocked to see me. I couldn't say anything all I needed was to see her. She was silent for a while.

"God Tom, get it" she said taking my hand pulling me inside. I opened my mouth to speak but I couldn't. "Are you drunk?" She asked. "Yes" I simply answered. "What are you doing Tom?" She asked me.
"I don't know" I told her. "Why did you come here?" She asked. "I had to see you" I replied. "Why?" "To tell me what?" She questioned.

Ela's pov

Tom drunk in my apartment. That just screams trouble. He looked terrible. Like he haven't slept at all. "You should rest Tom, you look horrible" I told him.
"I know" he said. "Come on" I think him taking his hand, walking him to my bedroom. I did sleepin his bedtwoce now so i kinda owned him. "Get some rest Tom" I said.
He looked at me then at my bed. He sat on the bed. "Can you sleep with me?"
He asked. Here we go again.
"No" I told him.
"Why not?" "Because of yesterday?"
He asked.
"Yes" I told him. "I won't touch you" he said. "I promise" he added.
"Fine" I told him laying on my bed. Then he got in next to me, turning his back to me.

After some time I fell asleep.

Tom's pov

I woke up. Not in my room. I turned around seeing her. She had her back turned to me.
I got up walking out of her bedroom, walking into the living room. I had to get some water. 

I sat on her red couch. A black notepad on the table in front of me. I took it into hands opening it.

They were her lyrics. The whole notepad was filled with song lyrics.

I read every single one of them.

After some time she finally woke up. I heard her walking, I quickly put the notepad down.

She looked at me rubbing her eyes
"Hey" she said. "Hi" I said back.
She walked over to me sitting on the couch. "You could have woken me up" she said not looking at me. "I wanted you to rest" I told her back.

After some time of silence she spoke up.
"So" she began. "Are you going to tell me what's wrong?" She questioned.
I didn'tknow what to tell her. "I'm sorry" "Ela I wish I knew what's wrong" I told her. "I have never been like this" I added. "Like what?" She asked. "I don't know" "I can't explain it" I answered. She looked like me with confusion and empathy in her eyes.

Then she saw the notepad on the table. She quickly took it walking away. "I will be right back" she said walking away with it.

She came back. "Want to get pizza?" She randomly asked like we just didn't talk about what we did. "Sure" I told her. "Alright" she said back.

After we ate our pizza we just sat in silence. Not an awkward one. Comfortable one.

Ela's pov

I took the pizza box walking to kitchen. I was just about to turn when I saw Tom right in front of me. "Fuck" I yell put. That just scared the shit out of me.
"Sorry" he said. "I forgot to give you this yesterday" he added handing me a little box. I opened it. A bracelet. "It's for your birthday" he said. "Thank you" I told him. I went to hug him. He put his hands on my waist. Just like yesterday. I pulled away.
"Can you put it on for me?" I asked him.
"Yeah" He said taking the bracelet putting it on. I was looking at him the whole time. When he was done he looked back at me. "Thank you" I said to him.
"It's beautiful" I added.

Tom's pov

"It's beautiful" she said. Then she smiled and it was over for me. I looked at her lips. I saw her noticing me looking.
I looked into her eyes then back at her lips.

Ela's pov

I saw him looking at my lips. Then he looked into my eyes, they were darker. I knew exactly what he wanted. And I knew he wouldn't do it without me telling him, and he was a great kisser judging from my one and only kiss, him.
"Do it" I told him. He looked from my lips back to me. Suddenly his hand was on my cheek. Then his lips were on mine.

Oh well.