WORK || TOM KAULITZ

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The whole party was going amazing. I loved to see Tom happy to see all his old friends and family. I could see he was really enjoying this.

Tom's pov

"Kaultiz" I hear someone call out. I turn around. "Missed me?" Said Christian. I smiled at him. "Long time no see" I say bringing him into a hug.

Christian was my best friend when we lived in Germany. However when we moved we lost contact.

After that we got into a lot of talking

"So what about the new girl" "she doesn't seem like every other one" he said. "She's not" I say smiling. Christian suddenly turned to me shocked.."No way" "the heartthrob Tom Kaulitz is in love" he said. "What happened to you" he asked jokingly. "Well first of all I got clean" I say. Christian looked at me with some sadness in his eyes.

When we received out first big attention and some money I was under the impression that I had to be perfect and with all this on me I didn't take it well and got into drugs. Christian was the one selling me anything, but I don't blame him he was just doing his job.

Timeskip

"This was amazing" I say to Ela who's back is turned to me. I come to her hugging her from behind.

We stayed like that for another twenty minutes.

"Why are you so quiet?" I say to her ear. Nothing.

"Ela?" I say louder.
She suddenly moves. "Yeah sorry" she says. "What's happening?" I ask. "Nothing" she says. "Talk to me" I say. She turns to look at me understanding. "I was just thinking" she says. "Ela we talked about this" I say. She sighs. "You mom just told me something unexpected" she says. What did she do now? "What did she say?" She looks at me. "You can tell me anything" I say reassuring her. "I don't know, just something about proposing" she says with hesitation.

I stood there in shock looking at her.

Ela's pov

He just stood in front of me.
Fuck I should have stayed quiet.

"Tom please say something" I say.

Tom's pov

I didn't know how to react. I obviously wanted to but judging by her reaction I don't thinking she feels the same way.
But as much as it made me feel weird and uncomfortable to talk about it just like this I knew I had to. I can't fuck us up again.

"Well I talked about it with her" I say.
She looks at me nervous. "Ela" I say walking closer to her. "We were just talking" I say. "Kinda soon don't you think?" She says. "Well yeah but if you know you know" I say. "Tom I'm seventeen" she says. "I'm aware" I say. "Look I won't do anything" "I see you don't want to" I say. "Tom it's not that" she says. "Well what is it" I ask.

"I feel like you are either moving too quickly or too slowly" she says.

I have never been in a serious relationship before and I don't know how things go. And especially with Ela I'm so unsure with everything.

"I know I'm sorry" I say wrapping my hands around her.

"I love you" I say to her. She stays quiet.

"No need to say it back I know you do too" I say.

I heard her chuckle into my chest. "I love you too" she murmurs.