Bucky x Y/N - Enemies To Lovers

~Eleven~

-Bucky's POV-

I stood in the kitchen and watched y/n step into the elevator and as soon as I was sure she was out of earshot I let out a sigh because Jesus Christ I had some thinking to do.

First of all, I'd been a dick towards y/n pretty much all the time I've known her and now I find out that she's probably had just as shitty a life as me. And the whole reason is because I was unsure about her, I don't get close to people for many reasons, sometimes I think that they're going to hate who I am or that they're not going to understand my trauma or they'll use me. I try to push people away. I realise that I have a lot to be sorry for.

Secondly, I think I need to have a chat with Steve. I don't think it's romantic feelings but something feels different about y/n and I know Steve likes Natasha so maybe he can give me some advice.

Also big news, in all the years I've known y/n, she had only ever called me 'Barnes' or 'James' but never Bucky. But today she did and it felt so right. Even though it's what everyone calls me, it just felt so different coming from her. I don't know why either.

Once I'm certain y/n will be out of the elevator I head towards the door and press go to press the number for Steve's floor but then I stop and think. If I wake Steve up at this time he might just shoot me and that is a risk I'm not willing to take so instead I press the number of the floor that me and y/n share.

"Me and y/n" I mutter, with a smile playing on my lips.