Start Over

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Missed me?

Beyoncé | Los Angeles

My baby, I was actually holding my baby Akira in my arms. She was crying and repeatedly telling me she was sorry but she didn't need to be sorry at all. It wasn't her fault she was kidnapped, all the blame should got to the ones involved.

Kanye and Kim. Shawn too but I was too focused on catching Kim's ass somewhere in these streets. Kylie told us that everyone in her family has gone off the grid. Besides her and Kendall. The detectives already questioned Kendall but she told us basically what Kylie told us. It was also useless to accuse her because Kendall was rarely with the family. She preferred to be alone as she was the only single one and didn't have any kids.

The rest of them disappeared. Kylie has tried contacting them but they all cut her off.

"Baby, what are you sorry for?" I asked, taking her wet face into my hands. She placed her hands on mine, "I'm sorry you missed out on so much of my life. Am I even the daughter you wanted anymore? Am I the big sister that Blue would want?" She began to throw out questions.

I swiped my thumbs under her eyes to wipe her tears that seemed like they weren't going to stop flowing.

"Akira, you're my daughter, my first born, you still are, no matter the fourteen year gap we have with you, the light of Y/n and I lives. And Blue? Blue loves you. She knows you are her big sister. I know you would protect her with your life even when you don't know her. You know how I know?" I asked her and she shook her head, "Because you are just like Y/n. Believe it or not, she had just met Blue just a few days before Coachella. I know Y/n would put her life on the line for Blue and I can just see you would too" I told her.

She nodded and pushed her head back into my chest. I know she was a tad annoyed with the wires she had on while trying to hold me but she didn't want to let go and neither did I.

When she pulled back, she scooted over a bit and patted the spot. I was hesitant but couldn't say no when she flashed them big ass eyes just like Blue. When I sat down, she laid her head on my shoulder and kept her arms flung around my waist.

"Can you tell me...if it's not a sore subject...how I got kidnapped. Like, where I was and everything? If it's not too much trouble" she muttered. I sighed and brushed my hands over her arms. "Well..." I started.

April 5th, 2007

"Babe, can you grab Akira's bag from the living room and double check if I put her bubby in there?" I yelled out to Y/n as I desperately tried to calm down my two year old who was crying to god after being awoken from her nap and didn't see her teddy bear that she got from Beau when she was born.

I continued to bounce her in my arms and walked around the room. "Mama, ion see it" Y/n told me as she came upstairs. I sighed as it seemed like Akira's cry's only got louder when she saw Y/n. Y/n saw my distressed face and took Akira from my arms. She kissed my lips softly before swaying Akira side to side.