Start Over

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Y/n | Los Angeles, Bel Air

"How'd it go?" I asked Beyoncé over the phone as I was packing up to go. She hummed, "she's living" she told me simply with a hint of irritation in her voice. I chuckled lowly, "how's Kylie?" I asked her. "She's good. She just left with Stormi a few minutes ago. She said she understands why we had to kick her ass. I told her, y'know for her sake, that I'll drop the charges on the two whenever you finish with Kanye and drop him off" she told me. "I'll probably go check on that tomorrow. I'll be off and Akira will be shooting so I should be in and out with Nas" I told her as I threw my bag over my shoulder.

I kept my phone to my ear as I walked past the front desk—nodding at the one at the desk—and clocked out before moving to the parking lot.

"You off?" I heard her voice boom through my speakers. "Yeah, do y'all want me to pick something up?" I asked her. "Nah, Jacques brought some Popeyes home per Kira's request" she told me and I hummed, beginning my drive back to the house. "Do you feel better?" I asked her. She hummed, "I feel more lighter and more at ease now that we know who did it" she confessed. I nodded, "have you decided what you want to do with your pops?" I asked her.

I didn't want to push her but at the same time, I wanted this shit to be done. I wanted to put all this behind us so we could move on and move forward as a family without this past mess. I knew in my mind, I just wanted his ass dead but that's the old, cold hearted killer in me. Beyoncé though, still had a good heart despite everything that nigga did.

"He can rot in jail for all I care. Like, my own daddy was the one that staged her kidnapping. Then he went for fourteen years, smiling and shit in my face. He went as far as even comforting me when we broke up—just straight played me in my face for years" she told me. "Don't sweat it mama. I told you whatever you decide, I'm stepping behind you" I told her. "I know, thank you baby" she told me.

We talked for a bit more. Mostly about the one sided fight with Kim as they affectively all got their ones in with her.

"Y'all spat on her? Oh my god I should've been there to see that shit!" I said. I heard her laugh through the speakers, "I wish you were. That was a great stress reliever though" she told me with a hum. We talked for a bit more before she hung up since her sisters called her.

I pulled up outside of the house after about 15 minutes and grabbed all my stuff before walking towards the front door. I put my key into the door and opened it. I walked inside, hearing the television blaring with the princess and the frog.

I walked closer towards the living room to see Kira and Storm all cuddled together, knocked out cold on the longer couch as Blue was fast asleep on the smaller couch.

I took a picture of my little lesbians and made a beeline for the stairs so I can go to see my wifey. I took the long ass walk up the stairs that I still despise bey for deciding to install.

When I made it to the bedroom, the door was already wide open as I could see Bey doing some rearranging on the closet. I walked in, slightly quietly as I snuck behind her and wrapped my arms around her causing her to jump.

"Shit!" Bey gasped when she saw me in the mirror. I chuckled and tightened my arms around her. "I don't know how I didn't hear you" she chuckled when I turned her body to face me. "I told you imma ninja, mama" I told her and she playfully rolled her eyes. I leaned down and pecked her lips a few times before she pushed me away. "Go get out your work clothes" she told me.

I did what she said and moved to strip my shirt off as I threw my shoes into the closet.

"Now why would you throw your shoes in there knowing I'm cleaning the damn closet out? You dickhead" Bey chastised me. I sniffled a laughter as I put my stuff in the hamper as I stood in my boxers and sports bra, "I'm sorry Ma, I forgot!" I laughed out as Bey threw one of her slides at me when I turned my back to move towards the bathroom.

I took a long ass shower, a nigga felt like I was dying. I'm happy I wasn't washing my hair this go around because that would have been terrible. When I finally got out, I wrapped my body in a towel and moisturized after drying off. I walked out of the bathroom to see the room empty so. I frowned hoping to tease Bey but I ignored it and quickly got dressed in some sweatpants and a wife beater.

I made my way downstairs to where I'm hoping to find Beyoncé. I walked towards the living room where I seen Bey holding Blue sitting on her phone and Storm up holding Akira against her chest as they both were now looking at the television. I sat next to Bey and Blue threw herself into my lap.

"When did you get home daddy?" Akira asked me not moving off of Storm. "A little while ago" I told her, playfully moving from Blue's hand that was tugging on my nose. "Hey Y/n" Storm spoke up from under Kira. "Sup lightskin" I said, dodging the pillow that Kira chucked at me. "Leave her alone" Akira muttered as she seemed to move even closer to Storm. "You're so whipped" I chuckled at her. She sat up a bit to mug me, "like you aren't for mommy? Don't do me" she pointed  out. I shrugged, unashamed of it.

Akira and I had playful banter back and forth as Storm watched us in amusement. Bey had left us to go and bathe Blue to get her ready for bed.

"You spending the night lightskin?" I asked her. She hummed, "yep. I wasn't going to but this one begged me to" she said, poking Akira who grumbled and swatted Storm's hand away as she was trying to fall back asleep. "Ight, imma go check on Bey. Mookie, go to your room and go to bed you bum" I told the girl when I stood up and flicked her forehead. She grumbled and ignored me. I gave Storm a look and she nodded, telling me she was gonna get her to move.

I made my way upstairs and toward the bedroom where I heard Bey and Blue talking adamantly about something. I knocked on the door to get their attention and slightly pushed it open.

"Y/nn" Blue said reaching out for me. I scooped her up into my arms and held her on my hip. "Hey Ivy Blue, you ready for bed?" I asked her and she nodded, "uh huh. Mommy said I can sleep with you guys tonight" Blue said and I looked at Bey who playfully rolled her eyes before sliding Blue's bonnet on. "I said she could ask you. She really wants to sleep in here for some reason" Bey said. "You can sleep here baby Blue I don't mind" I told her, laying her on the big bed straight in the middle.

Bey slid into the bed next to her and turned on Disney plus.

"I need to go make a call real quick, I'll be back" I told Bey who nodded as she held Blue against her chest as Toy Story started to play on the screen. I left the the bedroom and moved a bit down the hall before whipping my phone out. I clicked on Nas's contact before putting it up to my ear.

"Yo?" Nas asked when the call connected. "Yo, we making moves tomorrow" I told him. "Ight, what time?" He asked. "Around eight. Ian tryna be there all day I wanna be in and out. Bey and I talked so I'll fill you in on everything then" I told him. "Bet, we ride at dawn my nigga" Nas childish ass said. I chuckled, "Nigga fuck you. Don't be late either" I told him, hanging up the phone.

Finally, I get to end this shit for good.

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Hi lovelies 🫶🏾.
I want to start ending this but I'm too attached so idk how to 😭.
I'm really bout to end it too bc I wanna focus on MMA 2 for the rest of my time. Spring break starts next week for me so I'll try and do some more writing then 🧍🏽‍♀️.
Enjoy n comment n all that 🤸🏾‍♀️.