Chapter 10: ✨️Special✨️ part two (cannon)

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Chapter 10: ✨️Special✨️ part two (cannon)

Seungmin's POV:

I call Chan so the others can hear what's said and enter the room with Felix and Jeongin.

Automatically, Ji pops off.

"Why can't I do anything for myself around them?! It's not like I'm going to break! Hell, I'm stronger than Hyunjin! Ever since you all found out, those four have constantly been up my ass doing everything for me! And now I can't even cut my own food?! I can't take it anymore! They think that I'll just cry nonstop if something upsets me! Do they see me so week?! Am I not strong enough?! They said they wouldn't treat me any differently, but for the past few months, that's all they've done! Even Christopher is treating me like I'll break! And he was the first to know! What changed?! Because I'm still the same person! It's them that are acting different towards me!" Jisung has been yelling and ranting for the past thirty minutes, and it's kind of scary. The last time I saw him like this was before our debut when him and Hyunjin went at it nonstop.

He even called Chan 'Christopher', which means he's more mad than the three of us thought.

"Ji, please calm down. They probably don't even realize what they're doing. But also they do the same to us. And it's really the first time anyone but Minho, Chan, and I have actually been close enough to baby you like that. They just love you and want to show you that. Before we got together, the only ones you actually let in were Minho, Chan, and I, and they wanted to make up for lost time. Please don't be too upset with them, baby," Felix says calmly, trying to reason with Ji.

"I know they love me! I just want to be able to do things for myself sometimes... they keep making me feel weak, and I don't like the feeling... I felt weak for so long, and then I got better and stronger. I started taking care of myself. But now it feels like I have no independence... I love them, and I love that they want to help me, but I want to feel strong and independent. I don't want to have to rely on anyone," Ji says, looking ashamed.

"We know you're strong, love. And we know you can do anything and everything for yourself. But sometimes we just want to do something for you. Even if it is getting something off a shelf for you, carrying your bags or cutting your food. It just feels nice to do. We like feeling dependable just how you like feeling independent. We know you can do it but we want to do it for you. It's nothing to be ashamed of hunny," Jeongin says, holding Ji's hand.

"We just like doing stuff for you. Not because of what we found out just because we love you," I say, sitting behind him on my knees, rubbing his shoulders as Felix sits on his other side, grabbing his hand.

"Did I overreact?" Ji asks, looking at us with puppy eyes.

"Yeah, but it's okay. You were just overwhelmed. It happens sometimes," I say, wrapping my arms around his waist and laying my head on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry... I should have just talked it out with everyone instead of letting it build..." He says, leaning into me as Innie and Lix snuggle into his sides.

"It's okay, bub," Felix says.

"We love you, JiJi," Innie says, kissing his cheek.

"I love you guys too," Ji says, giving each of us a sweet peck on the lips. "I should probably talk to the guys. Can you ask them to come up?"

"Don't even need to do that," I say.

"3"

We hear running sounds.

"2"

They get louder.

"1"

And the door bursts open with our other four boyfriends flooding into the room.

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