Stay Together Forever(SKZfanfic)

⚠️🔞Chapter25:Family's Fight, Even Over Stupid Things that aren't So Stupid🔞⚠️

⚠️🔞WARNING SMUT!!!🔞⚠️

⚠️TALK OF SUICIDE, ANXIETY, AND DEPRESSION!!!⚠️

⚠️CURSING⚠️

⚠️🔞Chapter 25: Family's Fight, Even Over Stupid Things that aren't So Stupid🔞⚠️

Seungmin's POV:

"Well, I didn't like it! It made me feel unwanted! I have a mental illness that is amplified by a mind demon, and you're right! My hormones are messed up because I'm pregnant, which doesn't help! I wanted love and affection from my mate after I thought I broke his trust and you pulled away! YOU PULLED AWAY FROM ME WHEN I WAS ALREADY SCARED OF LOSING YOU!" Ji cries out in anger as he turns to face us.

Everyone freezes, including the others that came rushing in after hearing the commotion.

"I thought you were going to hate me and- and I needed your love and reassurance! When you pulled away, I felt rejected! Unwanted! You might have seen it as teasing me, but I was already on edge! So don't for a second condemn me for challenging you when I did it to try and feel better about myself! I need to feel like I have some control in my life!

First, my mother leaves me because she hates me and goes to the public, telling them about our relationship and my past suicide attempt and pregnancy, and we have to move!

Second, we find out that we were all lying to each other for TWO YEARS about being creatures!

Third, I can't keep any food down, and we believe that I'm pregnant with Minho or Seungmin's baby, so I have to drink blood!

Fourth, I found out that one of my mates is engaged to the water demon princess for political reasons, and only then do I realize that I'm pregnant with all seven of y'alls babies as my powers go out of control because my emotions where unstable as my body was adapting to my DNA literally changing! But we didn't know that! Felix, Jeongin, and I just thought I was tapping into the babies' powers!

Fifth, at my ultrasound, when Hyunjin finds out I'm pregnant with seven babies, he storms out, making me think he's going to leave us, causing me to nearly open the void while I'm in emotional distress, making Felix have to fight my darkness off! Then Hyunjin comes back, and everything seems better until Minho rushes us out, and as we drive away, Anita's clinic gets blown up by the council BECAUSE OF ME! And now everyone's living in our home because it's not safe, DUE TO ME!

Sixth, you try telling me that you're binding our babies' powers at birth. Whitch makes me re-live my childhood trama, but I forgave you because that's what mates and partnes do! They make mistakes, learn from them, and grow together!

Seventh, we learn that a mind demon has been amplifying my anxiety and depression since I was a kid because of a prophecy that we didn't even know about that concerns our kids, only after you prevent me from killing myself!

And lastly, I'm not only a ten species mixed creature, but on my vampire side, I could be an ORIGINAL OMEGA VAMPIRE?!

I have had no control in my life in the last two weeks on top of constantly battling my inner demons that aren't so inner anymore!

I constantly feel like I'm drowning, and when I go to kiss my mate, you pull away!

It might have been teasing for you, but it wasn't for me because I was already fighting my inner thoughts and felt weak! Like I was nothing! Like I wasn't good enough!

But I buried it down and tried being happy with my mates! But you pulling away, cracking the mirror I was reflecting back at you!

So, I tried taking control by challenging you! So I could feel strong! I needed to feel in control and strong!