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⚠️Troubled Teen P4 (Multi Character - A,M,A)

⚠️TW - Self harm (mega warning for this), panic attack, suicidal thoughts

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"STOP TELLING ME WHAT TO DO - YOU'RE NOT MY MOM MEREDITH!!!!" You screamed at her.

"I know, but I also know you have to go back to school at some point" she remained calm with you. She'd been increasingly concerned with your well-being. It worried her that you hadn't left the house since the day you were hospitalised.

Every morning for the last few days you had screamed at Meredith for trying to make you go back to school. You didn't want to go out at all. It was hard enough walking to school the day you overdosed with your anxiety. You couldn't face the sympathetic looks from teachers if you went back and you weren't gifted enough to transfer to Zola's school. This meant you were out of options.

"Fine, if you don't go then you're coming to work with me" Meredith gave you an ultimatum.

"I'm not" you were adamant.

She put her foot down.

"You are - remember I can cancel your phone contract at any time. I don't want to do that. But I will if it means you leave the house." She knew how to get to you.

You got dressed and walked as slowly as you could down the stairs.

"Y/n you're about to make me late!" Meredith said.

You got to the bottom of the stairs. You felt so nauseous.

"Meredith I-" you said quietly.

"You're ok. I'm here and I'll be with you the whole time" she held a hand out for you.

You stood in the doorway. You stepped out onto the path leading up to the door.

"See? You're doing great" Meredith encouraged you.

"No Meredith I feel sick" you said quietly. Your anxiety was so bad.

She puts her hands on your shoulders and puts her face close to yours and tilts her head. She gives you a reassuring smile.

"It's ok" she said quietly.

"Meredith please... don't make me" you started tearing up.

"I'm sorry" she wrapped her arms around you. "If I don't do this, it'll be harder tomorrow" she reminded you.

You begrudgingly followed her into the car. You cried the whole journey there. Meredith occasionally rubbed your knee with her hand before putting it back on the steering wheel.

Once she pulled up on the car park, you refused to get out of the car.

"Please y/n I need you to do this for me - I can't be late" Meredith said.

You got up, shakily, out of the car and followed her quietly into your uncle Jackson's hospital.

"Hey y/n!" April greeted you and Meredith as you walked in. You'd often see her around the hospital running errands for Jackson on her days off with little Harriet on her arm.

You gave her a weak smile.

"She's still not feeling good" Meredith answered for you.

"Oh no! Why don't we go and get your uncle Jackson his coffee?" April reached her free arm out for you to grab onto. You followed her down to the coffee cart.

"How are you doing?" She asked you as she hands you a coffee.

"Fine" you say.

"Really? So you're back at school?" April saw right through you.