Dear Mello,
If you actually get this letter, I was right. So you're back with them, huh? I hope you get what you left for, whatever it is. You didn't tell me. Anyway, just wanted to tell you a few things:
1. I lied. I'm here, waiting for you to come back when you decide that you need me, because I need you.
2. I'm really sorry. I didn't mean all of the things that I said, okay? I'm not sure if you meant what you said or not, but either way, I probably deserved it.
3. I kept all of the chocolate you left in the cupboard, in case you ever do decide to come back (I promise not to eat any).
4. I miss you.
So... Come home? If you want to, that is. I don't blame you if you don't. Also, sorry if this isn't in letter format or whatever. I don't actually remember how to write a proper letter to be honest.
Love,
MattDear Mello,
I don't know if you got my last letter or not, maybe you're just ignoring it, who knows? Just letting you know that I'm still here, where you left me. So, if you wanna come home soon I'll be here, waiting for you. Also, it seems that I've developed this weird habit of buying like, six bars of chocolate every time I go out. I don't eat them, so they're kinda just... There. I'm running out of places to keep them all. I still only smoke outside because I know you hate the smell.
I'm so sorry Mells. Please come home. Please.
Love,
MattDear Mello,
Okay, so it's been like, what? Three months? You still haven't replied to my letters and you still haven't come home. I miss you. I can't sleep without you in the bed, it's cold. So, maybe if you feel like it, reply to this one? I won't send any more if you don't want me to. I just... I'm sorry. Forgive me? I don't really know what to say, or if there is anything that I can say that will bring you home. It's just not the same without you.
I miss being woken up by your stupid, way too loud hair dryer. I miss your complaining about my smoking habit. I miss you trying to steal my goggles because you wanted to see my eyes. I miss you.
Love,
Matt
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