bathroom boy (Johnnie Guilbert X Jake Webber)

CH.8 - HUNGOVER

Jake's pov:

I wake up with my head spinning. Before giving myself time to fully be ready to get up, I run out of bed to the bathroom having to throw up. As I throw up all of whatever I downed last night I can hear someone coming up the stairs.... great..my moms going to see me at my worst.

"Jake? Holly shit are you okay?? I could hear you from downstairs." Johnnie says as he walks into the room

"J-johnnie?" I question before I get back to throwing up

He holds my hair back and put it in a shit ponytail as he rubs my back.

"I'm not surprised that your throwing up so much, you really fucked yourself last night." He giggles
"I'm surprised you didn't throw up like this last night though."

Shit...he was here last night? Oh God. What even happened?

After getting everything out of my system i flushed the toilet and Johnnie helped me get up, he also helped me clean up my face. I can't even say how embarrassing it is to have him see me like this. I just want to go back to bed and sleep this off.

"I uh...I just finished breakfast if you were hungry.." Johnnie said nervously

"Y-yeah." I stutter as he holds my hand and guides me down stairs

The breakfast wasn't much, just some eggs and toast, but it tasted really good and helped with my hangover. We didn't really talk while we ate but once Johnnie took our plates to the sink-

"Jake I uh...I wanted to apologize for last night." He started
"I didn't mean to leave you for the time that I did I just...I just got really nervous and then i-" I cut him off

"No Johnnie I'm sorry....I-i don't really know what I'm sorry for because if I'm being honest I don't remember shit but there's a good chance that I did something really dumb." I ramble

"No..well yeah you did do dumb shit but I left you and then got high and almost had a panic attack instead of just going to talk to you.." he frowns

"Wait...you got high? AND you had a panic attack and didn't bother to tell me?" I says almost angry

"Well you were already drunk when we started talking so...yeah I didn't think it was important. And I got high once I got there with Alex...I was going to go right back to you but I started overthinking and that led to me panicking for an hour.." Johnnie says with tears filling the corners of his eyes

"Johnnie...i-im sorry. I'm sorry that I got so shit faced and didn't bother to even look for you." I say as I pull him into a hug

"Well, you did kinda look for me." Johnnie says as he pulls away, cheeks pink

"Well duh, how else do you think I ended up home with you." I giggle

"No I mean..when you found me at the party you said that you.." he paused
"..you said that you loved me then you started kissing me." His face way fully red

"I-i did what?" I question as my face gets equally as red

"You kissed me then I apologized then we hung out for the rest of the time..well until you got to drunk, then I had to drag you home." He smiles

"O-oh..I'm so sorry if I made you uncomfortable." I frown

"No!no I uh, I had a good time." He bites his lip
"I mean I have no idea what made you want to do that but I'm not mad..just wish you were a little sober doing so."

We continue our conversation to the backyard, knowing Johnnie likes his morning cig. The whole time I was trying to think about last night. I just wanted to remember something. All I can remember is me wanting to drink so much that I would forget everything... really fucking hate that I did that now. As I was getting really deep in thought I remembered the guy on the bus and that he was talking to me at the party..