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kazuha - words went wrong

A/N: written by ayano

inspired by dearscara's kazuha bot

changed my mind im too lazy and have no ideas.. ill do pt 2 if someone tells me what to write but ye anyways

(not proofread, word count: 498)

you didn't even know how this started. how you both started yelling and yelling at each other. but all you knew is that it gradually got more heated. as the argument escalated, emotions ran high and rationality seemed to slip away. each word spoken seemed to fuel the fire, intensifying the tension between you both.

kazuha or you had never, ever yelled at each other in your entire 2 years of your relationship. you guys haven't even fought in so long. but he could only tolerate so much anger, so much emotion.

kazuha's eyes were narrowed, and he was staring at you, contempt displayed all over his face. it didn't suit him at all, and you've never seen such a look on him. he let out a frustrated sigh.

"honestly, i would have never agreed to date you if i knew you were this sensitive." kazuha hissed spitefully. it was followed by heavy silence, hanging in the air. only then did he realize the depth of his words.

you just stared at him in disbelief. "how.. how can you even say that?" you managed to say, your voice slightly cracking. he could obviously hear the hurt in your voice.
"wait i didn't mean-" he started, but then he saw your tears and stopped talking. like a waterfall, flowing down your cheeks. you turned away from him.
"if you didn't wanna be in a relationship with me, why did you even say yes?" you said, smiling. it was strangely melancholic, and the rain seemed to pour harder after you said that.

"look... look, i didn't mean it. i was just being petty, i was pissed off, just hear me out, i didn't mean what i said." he looked guilty. but you weren't looking at him. instead, you were staring out into the rain, lost in your own thoughts. the sound of his voice barely registered as you struggled to hold back the flood of emotions that threatened to consume you.

you stayed silent, and kazuha started to approach you, but you flinched and backed away. he pulled away from you immediately, wanting to give you some space (if you needed it). the pain from his words still lingered. you could see the hurt in his eyes as he realized the impact of his words. it was clear that he regretted what he had said, but the damage had already been done.
now, he could see you were shaking. while you turned away from him, he felt a wash of guilt drown him.

"i-im going to go to my room." you muttered, briefly glancing at him, but quickly looked away. you entered your room and shut the door, and he heard the lock click.

kazuha did not know what to do now. he wanted to go apologize for his words, but he also contemplated your personal space. you obviously did not want to see him.

it was all you both built up in 2 years on the line.