My mind said because I loved him, it was the reason he was the one who got hurt
My soul said that since I looked after him and fed to his needs, I was the one responsible
They said if I truly loved him, then I would let him go.
I had never had thoes intentions..
I never wanted to let him go
I never wanted to view him as an acquaintance
The only way for the rest of my life I will view him as that someone I will always love
Someone I would trust with my whole mind and soul and above.
He may not be the right piece
But I would try everything in my heart to bring him back and have peace.
If I truly loved him, I would let him go. They said as I sit on my bed with tears running down in dread
For days and days, this feeling of myself had been lost
A peice of me forever finding the cost
The cost of what it's like to love someone so deeply
That you don't see that all their flaws, all their imperfections, all their thoughts would get viewed so cheaply.
They said if I truly loved him, then I would give up and not be there and let him rest even when there's not a chance of him turning back
I would pray and beg for that day to never happen
For if it did
The piece of me would go off onto the wrong track.
My life would be hit by the grid.
Because I loved him I must sit now and watch as he goes away
Away to a place I use to call home
Is now a place that is filled with bare cages and twine
Even though he still brings me comfort it hurts inside
When the person you loved the most, can be taken from you while you stare right beside.
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