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(This part is just Keira's POV)

I don't really feel like doing much today. I've pretty much just cried the whole time. How lovely. But I do need to just get on with it and try to move on. I'm thinking of going over to Leah's house, she's with Jordan at the moment and I love Jordan so I'm sure it will be a really fun time. I pick up my phone and dial Leah. She picks up instantly. "Hey Le" "Oh hey Keira, how are you holding up?" I pause for a moment to think how I really feel. "Not too bad actually, just going one foot at a time." "Yes of course whatever you need. So, what can I do for you?" She questions. "I was wondering if I could hang out with you and Jordan today?" "Yes, no worries Keira. How about you come over now because me and Jordy are about to start a film and we would love you to join us." A smile grows on my face. It hasn't for a while. "That would be amazing thank you. I'll be there in ten with snack and drinks." "No problem see you!" I hung up the phone and do a little happy dance. Leah always knows how to cheer me up and I love her for it. I quickly run up the stairs to get into something more cozy and then I grab the snacks and begin to head over to Leah's.

5 minutes later...

I knock on their door and patiently wait. But no answer. So I knock again but this time louder. Leah opens the door flustered with just a bra and joggers on. "Oh shit, hey Keira you are early." She says embarrassed. I burst out laughing. "Hahah that's so funny!!" Leah frowns. "Um no its not it's mortifying." Still laughing, "oh shut up I have heard you guys so many times. Don't forget we are in the same room for England silly." Leah goes bright red. "Oh- well. That's just great. So all that time?" I sigh sarcastically. "Now come on. Can I come in??" Leah chuckles. "Oh yes sorry, in you come." I walk into the lounge to see a flustered Jordan too. "Oh god you two. Put some clothes on." I jokily say. Leah rolls her eyes and Jordan scavenges around for her top. After we get settled, we all decide on mean girls. Such a classic.

A couple hours later and multiple empty sweet and popcorn rappers, the movie ends and Jordan is asleep on Leah's shoulder. I think it's my cue to leave. I whisper, "I'm going to go now Le, thanks so much for having me it's really cheered me up." I smiled. "Not to worries Kei. If you need me just call me." I lean down and give her a hug trying not to stir Jordan. She does slightly but Leah strokes her head and she is back down instantly. I wave to Leah and walk out.

I sit in the car for about 5 minutes trying to think what I should do. Lucy is constantly on my mind and I can't seem to get her out. It's like a drug. But a bad one. Cause she cheated on me.  So unfortunately, I'm addicted to this bad drug. I decide to go to Lucy's house and pick up my things. Then she won't have to think about me anymore or get any little reminders. But I do need to get her stuff out of my house otherwise I won't get her off my mind.

I sit outside her house for a few minutes. Should I go in? What if she dosent want to see me?! I'm just overthinking. I love her so much.
I- I mean loved. I get out of the car and knock on the door. No answer. This time I knock louder and Lucy finally answers the door. Flustered. Oh for god sake this is the second time today. Just because I'm not getting any action does not mean I have to walk in on everyone else!!!! "Oh hey." I just bow my head. I can't bare to look at her. "Hi." I softly mention. I don't know why I came her. This was such a mistake. I try to avoid contact. "Um can I help you, I was just a bit busy." Oh. Of course. "I didn't mean to intrude I just came to get my stuff back if that's okay." I can see her mood slightly change. Her smile slightly shortened. "Um.. yeah sure. Come in." At least she is letting me in. I didn't think she would. I slightly smile but I still avoid eye contact. I look up to see Ona on the couch covered in a blanket. I instantly freeze. My mind wonders back to the night at the hotel. The kiss replays in my mind over and over. I can feel my eyes start to well up. Shit. Come on get it together. I mutter under my breath "I see what you were busy with then." Hopefully Lucy didn't hear that. I look at Ona once more then at Lucy. I can see Lucy look at Ona who gives Lucy a weird look. Honest to god I was so close to running over and punch- sorry. I trudge up the stairs and grab everything I need. I look in Lucy's room and there is still a photo of me and her. What??? Maybe she just forgot to take it down.. right? "Did you get everything?" She asked. "I did thank you. I can drop your stuff around if you like." Uh why did I just say that. For god sake. I just look down to the floor again. "No it's okay, I'll come pick it up." She smiles at me ever so sweetly. I see it out of the corner of my eye but I try to make it look as though I didn't see it. God that smile.

I say thank you and shut the door behind me. I don't dare look at Ona. What am I going to do now?

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Hi! Thank god it's almost the weekend. Unfortunately my uncle passed away today. So I may be a bit off with writing but I'll try my best. I had to finish this one as it links with the previous chapter. I hope you all have a good weekend :))

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