Will broken hearts find their way back to each other?

10

Lucy's POV:

The girls rampage onto me toppling me over. Jesus. Leah is lying on top
of me and the others on top of her. But I feel like we are missing someone, surely they are not this light, haha.

Oh. Of course it's Keira. She not celebrating with us. We all get up and she begins to walk away. I see Leah spot her and I know she is going to go after her.

"Williamson! Williamson. Leave it. I've got her." Leah nods at me and I go after Keira. I know exactly where she is going. She always went here when she was upset or overwhelmed. Poor girl.

I knock gently on the door.

"Keira? It's me, it's Luce. Please open up." God I hope she is okay.

"Please go away. Please Lucy." Shit. I can tell she has been crying. I know she doesn't want to talk to me, hell I'm the last person she wants to talk to. But we were once together. I know her. And I know she needs me right now.

"I'm coming in." I have to go in.

She's sat on the floor crying. My poor girl. I mean in a 'friends' way.... of course.

"What's the matter? Please talk to me?"
I'm genuinely concerned. I just want her to be okay. She gets up and looks me in the eyes. Those same eyes when she answered the door to me that night. That night I destroyed her.

"You have no fucking right coming here Lucy. I really don't want to talk to you. Please." I can hear the anger in her voice.

"I'm sorry." I say.

"Sorry for what? Sorry for the fact you broke my heart? Sorry for the fact your girlfriend punched me? Sorry for the fact you left me? Sorry for the fact you cheated on me? Which sorry is it Lucy? Please tell me, because I would love to know. I would love to know why I can't be happy anymore. I even have a girlfriend now Lucy. Yes...me. I have a girlfriend. God I never thought we would come to this. This training session just set it all off for me, you know? We haven't even talked since it happened. Not fully. But here we are. In the place that used to be our place. But what is it now? It's nothing. It's nothing Lucy and that's because of you. All because you thought one kiss wouldn't change our lives. But, it did."

Oh.

"You have a girlfriend?" I ask.

"Are you fucking joking me right now?? After I have just poured my heart out to you that's all you can say. Do I have a fucking girlfriend? Are you joking?" She's laughing, but she is angry. Shit shit, shit. She steps even closer to me. "Are you even going to fucking answer me?"

"I'm sorry." That's all I can say, to be honest. She turns around and throws her hands up in the air.

"For fuck sake Lucy. You really know how to make me mad. JUST STOP APOLOGISING. It happened. It's over." Oh dear, she is really mad. I do deserve it though...

She steps closer to me. Neither of us talk. Our bodies are centimetres apart. Our faces are centimetres apart. I don't dare to breathe. I look into her eyes then down to her lips. She does the same. Except she's still looking at my lips. Fuck. I can hear her breathing getting heavier.

"W-we can't... baby." Shit why do I keep calling her that?

"Don't call me that otherwise I won't be able to stop." She looks back at my lips. I have to pull away. For us. For Ona. For her girlfriend... who ever she may be.

I step back. If I didn't I wouldn't be able to stop myself. I know I wouldn't. It's the hard truth.

"You go first." I say to her, looking towards the door. Tears roll down her cheeks. "Oh please don't cry Keira. It's okay." I walk over to her and wipe the tears away with my fingers.