Look At Me (Completed)

CHAPTER 14: As much as I can, I will keep holding on

GUILA's POV

I was crying because of work and now I am thinking of Mark's kiss? Why did he do that? F*ck, I should think about EIP not that kiss. All of a sudden, I heard Cassie, "Hey Guila, what's the matter? Come on talk to me."

I quickly wiped away my tears. Gosh, did Cassie see that her love kissed me? Mark's an asshole!

"Feel better now Guila. You can talk to EIP tomorrow. You can still open to them your proposal. Just think positive and forget about the kiss," I muttered at the reflection on the mirror.

Why did he kiss me? I am really bothered.

Anyway, I just fixed myself and opened the door. I was shocked to see Cassie, Mark, my parents, Mark's parents, Lexan, Lucy, the family, they are outside worrying about me.

"What happened baby girl?" Father rushed to me and hugged me.

"I cried because you didn't let me go to work," I grumbled on his chest.

"Oh she's crying because she wasn't able to work," Dad said out loud chuckling.

"Your daughter is really hard working like my son and Cassie. Sometimes I think do they have time to make time for their selves?" Mark's father uttered.

"I want to go home Dad."

I just looked down and walked out to my car. I don't care about the paparazzi waiting outside. I want to be inside my car. I quickly opened its door and hopped in. Thank goodness, my car's windows are tinted.

Gosh, I want to drive to work but I can't just leave my parents. I guess I shall spend the rest of the day with them. CRY CRY CRY ... I hate this day! I missed a meeting, I think Cassie saw the kiss, the reunion of best friends with Lexan and her kids stressed me out and I just aged! Who will be happy about that? This isn't a special day.

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We're now in Disney Land and my parents are enjoying their time in a train ride. I just decided to stay in this cute café. They were asking why did I cry and I told them about EIP. Dad just said, "Don't be so obsessed in your work my darling. Enjoy life." Then mom blurts out happily, "Let's go to Disney!"

So yeah, we're here. I don't want to think about what happened so I keep myself busy answering e-mails on my phone. After answering, I got bored so I browsed the files on my phone and I am surprised to see selfies of Mark in my images storage. He got fifty shots and half of it contains his face. I don't know but it made me smile. "He's so vain," I mumbled.

Delete? Hmmm... Nah. I'll use this against him. I don't know what came in to my mind but I dialed him. He answered but it made me feel hurt.

"Ohhhh, Cassie, I have to.. talk to... so... someone o...ver the phone... Awww, love it, faster!" He moans.

I cut the call. He groans and it only means one thing, they're making out. My heart just dropped. I shouldn't be feeling this way, golly! Don't fall for him. I was unaware and I just keep on shaking my head while muttering, "no, no, no..."

Suddenly...

"Honey, what's wrong with you?" I heard my Dad. I just stopped shaking my head.

I awkwardly composed myself and answered, "Nothing. I'm just... just jiving into the music. Hear that?"

There's a beat and it's playing some cartoon soundtrack.

"It really sounds good," Mom commented shaking her head.

"Ma, stop that. You look like a fool."

"Like you," Mom blurts and laughed out loud.

Dad joined her in laughing and I am just staring at them with my irritated face.