Look At Me (Completed)

CHAPTER 26: F*CK THE TWO OF YOU

MARK's POV

It's been a week and I miss her so bad. I am with Cassie but my heart is left with Guila. I am feeling so guilty. When we had lunch, I want to forever stare at her but I care for Cassie and I was really intimidated by their friend Al. I couldn't breathe that time. I want to badly confess but every time I look at Cassie, I don't know I can't bear to see her hurt. But I can see in Guila that she's hurting so deep too. Please God, please give me a strong courage to confess the truth.

I am with Cassie now, under the moon and sparkling stars. She's holding my hand so tight and looks at me, "Mark Louis, what do you think of marriage? I think I am ready."

"How about your agency?" I asked hoping that her management is against with her getting married with me.

"They're okay with it now. I've discussed it with Taylor and finally I got his permission. What do you think? Are you ready?"

"Hmmm... how about you, are you really ready?"

She smiled at me genuinely. My conscience strikes me. She replied, "I am really ready."

"How about Dave?" I asked hoping that she learned to love him.

She loses her smile, "Oh this is still about him? How many times do I have to tell you that we're just co-workers slash friends? Don't be so jealous!"

"I am not jealous okay?"

"Then why did you ask about Dave?"

How can I tell this to her?

"Cassie..." I mutter.

"What? Do we have a problem?"

I was about to confess when my father yelled, "You two! Dinner is ready! Don't let the food wait. Come here!"

"Dinner is ready, let's eat," I said and I am so disappointed with myself. Why can't I tell her the truth? I am a f*cking assh*le!

After a week...

GUILA's POV

It's been a week and I can feel changes in my body because of the growing baby inside my tummy. I have decided to not abort this child because Doctor Viola is right, this baby has nothing to do with whatever mistakes I have made. Anyway, I wonder what will happen to me. My parents still don't have any idea about my pregnancy. The only one who knows this is Al. Well she's pregnant too and I am so thankful to her that she's always there for me if I have queries.

Keeping this baby I have also decided to pass my resignation letter.

I guess it's time for me to establish my own company that will help the people especially those gifted ones who can't afford to go on college. But I will establish that after the first birthday of my child. I want to experience motherhood first and this child deserves so much love and attention especially that he/she will grow up without a father. Speaking of Mark, I still love him, so much, but I just found out that he's already engaged with Cassie. I admit it hurts so deep but I can't do anything. My superstar friend announced their marriage yesterday in a press conference about Mark's mobile's endorsement. I just cried, I mean I never stopped crying.

Enough of the drama now because I need to prepare for the anniversary event of NIIC organized by Charlene. I will have a welcoming speech and I am terribly nervous. This is maybe because of the fact that Cassie and Mark confirmed their attendance at the event.

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Night.

I wore a loose black dress so that my baby bump will not be noticeable. Charlene greeted me with a wide smile on her face. Why do I feel like that she's up for something?