Look At Me (Completed)

CHAPTER 15: If you really want me, do what you can to get me

GUILA's POV

It's been two weeks since we last saw each other and it feels great to see him again. He looks more gorgeous and upon seeing his smiling face, I smiled too but I realized that it's wrong so I forced myself to give him an annoyed look. I went on walking up the stairs to the plane. I should avoid him as much as possible. From now on, there would be less interaction with him. If we will talk, it must be about business only. Suddenly he tapped my shoulder from the back.

"How are you?" He asked and I can hear he's panting.

I just acted like I didn't hear a single word and walked faster. I kept on walking fast till I reach my seat. We boarded in business class seats and he's sitting at my back.

He just appeared on top of my head, "How are you?"

"Can you shut up? I'm super tired, I need silence."

"Sometimes silence can be so deafening and would make you feel more tired. Come on, it's been two weeks. I'm just asking you, how are you, just respond."

"I'm not fine so take your seat and don't bother me."

"Okay, if that's what you want. I hope resting would make you feel fine. I won't bother you"

"Great then!" I exclaimed. Then there was silence. All I can hear is the plane's engine getting ready for take-off. This is better. I must avoid him now. I don't want to get hurt in the end and I don't want to hurt Cassie, she's been a great kind friend.

We're flying through the skies now. I was about to sleep when I heard someone sang... I looked up and I saw just two seats away from me, a man with flowers, holding the hand of a woman seated.

"I don't know why, but when I look in your eyes, I feel something that seems so right. You've got yours, I've got mine. I think I'm losing my mind 'cause I shouldn't feel this way... Catch me, I'm falling for you and I don't know what to do. How can something so wrong feel so right all along? Catch me, I'm falling for you. How can time be so wrong for love to come along? Catch me, I'm falling for you. How can love let it grow when it has no place to go? And I can't go along pretending that love isn't here to stay. Catch me I'm falling for you. Oohhh.."

That song... It speaks my feelings. Enough Guila! He'll not catch you so stop thinking about falling in love to him. I can see the girl just giggling and the man kept on singing. Nah, I don't want to listen anymore. I covered my ears with a headset and just listen to the audio book of Amy Poehler's Book. I forced myself to sleep and I was successful. I fell asleep but in my dream the song of the man keeps on playing. Geez! I woke up and checked Mark Louis and he's looking by the window.

But I think he caught me looking at him. I quickly fixed myself and acted like I didn't check on him.

"Is there any problem there?" I heard him asked.

Silence...

I took a deep breath and suddenly he's at my side.

"Why were you looking at me?" He narrows his eyes. His blue eyes, don't look at me please. His presence, it's taking my breath away. Stay away from me please. My golly Guila, you don't like him. You must not!

I just try to compose... "Umm.. uh, are you talking to me?"

"Umm, uh, do... do we have a problem?" He asked unsure.

My gosh! This is getting so awkward.

"What problem?" I'm trying to act clueless.

"Nothing," he shook his head and went back to his seat. Thank goodness!