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Second day back from being a senior student; I already started realising I didn't like one of my teachers and I'm starting to feel a little bit anxious.
Along with that, my decorative phone chain that my friend gave to me broke and the beads went everywhere, so now I'm a little upset. Maybe even more than upset, because that phone bracelet almost acted like a fidget and/or sensory toy, and now that it's just a bit of strong and loose beads, I can't help but grow more anxious.
It's already the second day. I already feel the studies start to pile on, especially with one subject specifically, and I'm not looking forward to it.
I feel so disadvantaged because of the fact that I want to try my best but for some reason my mind won't allow it. It's so frustrating and I feel like I'm working hard already even though it's "nothing".
I feel like crying for no reason, even though it's just the beginning...
—Yuna
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the Lost & Unfound : my diary
RandomA book about my search for my 'home' in this world, my cries for help and comfort, seeking for hope/happiness, my vents about absolutely everything... and if you've come across this, hi! My name is Yuna :)
