Thai BL- One Shots

Am I gay?

Gemini was never the type to question his sexuality or anything for that matter. It's just that he always knew he was straight, he has always liked girls. When he was in middle school he had a girlfriend, it lasted for like 3 months and the only thing they ever did was hug and hold hands but that was cool because it was puppy love.

In the beginning of high school he had another girlfriend that lasted roughly 6 months, and that's when he had his first kiss. Sure they broke up but stayed really good friends afterwards.

So the evidence was there that he, Gemini Norawit Titicharoenrak was a very heterosexual guy. It's not like he had a problem with same sex couples or whatever. He really didn't care, most of his friends had same sex relationship or fell somewhere in the LGBTQ+ spectrum.

He knew that Joong and Dunk were dating, everyone knew that on the account that the two couldn't keep their hands to themselves. He knew that Satang and Winny had a thing, not sure what it was but the sexual tension between those too was intense. He knew that Ford and Mark dated briefly, before Mark has a thing with Namtam and he is positive that Mark was seeing Neo but then again it's Mark so he can't be sure.

So he is cool with people dating whomever they liked. It's just that although he aligned himself with people who liked the same gender, he just wasn't one of them which was cool because they accepted him with open arms.

However one afternoon while he was having lunch with his friends, they started teasing him about the possibility of him not being "as straight as he thinks he is". Which was really ridiculous because Gemini was secure and confident in his sexuality. He doesn't even remember how the topic begun but he remembers Ford saying something like;

"I don't think you are as straight as you claim Gem."

Which was of course ridiculous and Gemini shouldn't have entertained him but for some reason that day he did.

"What are you talking about? Of course I am straight." Gemini had retorted.

"Are you sure?" Mark had asked with a raised eyebrow.

"Of course I am sure." Gemini had said, barely managing not to roll his eyes.

"Well the way you obsess over Jeff Satur, I thought he might be your gay awakening." Ford had replied with a feigned innocent smile.

Which to be fair, Gemini understands because Jeff Satur is crazy beautiful. However his "obsession" as Ford had stated is mainly because he just admires the man. The guy has an incredible voice , super talented and as person that loves good music. Gemini found himself listening to everyone of his songs and admiring the man. Nothing sexual.

"Jeff is my idol! The guy is everything I aspire to be or would aspire to be if I wasn't pursuing a medical degree." Gemini had replied.

"Oh what about that stray kids poster on your bedroom wall?" Dunk had argued as if that made sense or gave any merit to the argument at hand.

"Again! I love stray kids because of their music, I would not have enough time to go through how insanely talented and hardworking they are. Don't let me get started on 3Racha because-"

"Okay! Okay! We get it. You just admire their music and talent or whatever. So is that why you have Jungkook's Calvin klein poster in your bedroom too? You just admire his music?" Ford had said, and Gemini had made a mental note to never let Ford into his bedroom ever again. Best friend or not.

"Yes I admire his music. And if I am being honest everyone who is anyone would totally be a little bit gay for Jungkook. Which makes this whole argument invalid because it's fucking Jungkook." Gemini had argued, and he personally feels it was a valid argument.