Thai BL- One Shots

seasons change but our love remains the same

Nanon"

"Pawat."

This feels wrong. Them being like this feels wrong. This person used to be his best friend, the person he considered to be his soul mate. Now they don't even talk anymore. They can't even look at each other at this point, not because he doesn't want to look at him. How can he not want to look at him. It's just looking at him hurts, and it hurts to the point that even though he was a brilliant actor, he was. He couldn't hide it, so he just looked away.

Nanon remembers the first day he met Ohm. He had seen him in passing at the company and maybe exchanged polite greetings and he would admit to himself that the guy had a captivating aura about him, maybe it was the intensity of his eyes or the confidence in his strut. Whatever it was, it was captivating it made you want to look, to seek, and to find out more.

Nanon has been industry since literally diaper age, his parents being who they were, so he has had a lot of unfortunate friendships forged, friendships that have left him hurt, broken hearted and unfortunately traumatised. As a result, he built a giant wall around him. He had only a few people he would say he considered to be his friends, and among them was Chimon.Him and Chimon clicked in a way that one could describe as telepathic.

So imagine how surprised he was when he willingly lowered his guard down for Ohm Pawat. The thing was Ohm was very different from him yet similar. They bickered a lot, like a lot to a point where it sort of became their love language.

It all started when him, Chimon, Ohm, and other actors, starred in the series Blacklist. He had noticed that Chimon and Ohm were friendly with each other. Now Nanon wasn't a jealous type of guy. He was just someone who liked to gatekeep his favorite people. We are all like that sometimes. When we see our best friends get close with other people, we sort of feel uneasy. So that's how it was for Nanon. He obviously didn't say it outloud because he wasn't a 5 year old pre-schooler, but his actions did reflect his disapproval of the budding friendship between Chimon and Ohm.

The thing was, it's not like Nanon didn't want Chimon to have other people he hung out with because he was fine with it and even encouraged it. It was just that with Ohm, it was different. He had this sort of guttural feeling that he couldn't explain, like an instict or a gut feeling that made him feel uneasy.

Ohm always had this stupid smile on his face, and he was actually nice to Nanon even though Nanon admittedly acted like a dick towards him. The worst part was everyone in the cast, including the production staff and filming crew, seemed to adore Ohm despite how childish he was with the numerous pranks he played.

"What's up with you?" Chimon had asked him one day when Nanon had refused the coffee Ohm had bought for him along with the rest of the cast and staff.

"What are you talking about?" Nanon had asked, feigning ignorance.

"Look, I know you are not a ray of sunshine, and I don't expect you to he but why are you so mean to Ohm? The guy has been nothing but nice." Chimon had said in response.

"Just because I am not one of Ohm's fanboys doesn't mean I am being mean to him. I am a professional around him. I don't need to be his friend. He has enough of those already." Nanon had said pointing to where Ohm was goofing around with First and Frank.

"He specifically asked me for your favorite coffee order and managed to get it for you despite how long and ridiculous it was." Chimon had told him, and Nanon did feel kind of bad for a second.

"Well, I didn't ask him to, did I?" Nanon had replied, and he knew this was total douchebag behavior, but he didn't find it in himself to care.

"As your best friend, I feel like I am obligated to tell you that you are being an asshole." Chimon had said to him before walking off to join the rest of the cast.