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Miko

Hindi naman nagback-out si Celine.

She just met the whole Ruiz clan and she looked like the angel sent from above. Everybody liked her.

Para itong maamong tupa sa harap ng mga magulang niya, mga lolo't lola niya, tito't tita at mga pinsan. Pero ng nakaalis na sila sa venue pasado ala dos na ay siniko siya nito sa dibdib at huminga ng malakas. She looked relieved.

Napangisi siya. "First time meeting your boyfriend's parents? They're probably planning the wedding now."

"Excuse me?"

Tumawa siya. "First time kong nagpakilala ng girlfriend sa pamilya. They must be thinking of wedding bells and grandsons now."

"Excuse me lang ulit." Napapailing na sabi nito. Nakaupo na sila sa sasakyan niya ng tumigil sila sa pagtawa. They were both crazily smiling and laughing at each other earlier.

He's happy. So he hopes she's that happy too.

Pareho silang napatingin sa isa't isa. He clasped her left hand with his own and entwined their fingers. It fit. Perfectly.

Fuck.

Yung simpleng holding hands lang nagiging corny na siya.

***

Celine

"Can we talk?"

Umikot ang mga mata ko.

"I'm not gonna jump on you and have sex. Well, not today."

Bumuga ako ng hangin. Nakatitig kami pareho sa kisame.

"Anong gusto mong pag-usapan?" He was toying with my hand and we were on my bed. Cuddling and doing small talk. Small talk!

First time na hindi kami tumakbo sa kama para mag-sex.

"Did you like Vito?"

Natigilan ako sa sinabi nito. He said it so fast and so straight na hindi ako nakapagsalita. At ng marealize ko yun ay bigla akong natawa.

"What's funny?"

"Obvious ba? Syempre yung tanong mo."

"So ano ngang sagot? Nagka-crush ka ba sa kanya nung college? Siya ba yung tinutukoy niyang crush mo daw?"

Nanlaki yung mga mata ko at napailing. "Vito said something about a crush?" Papatayin ko talaga yung lalaking yon.

You'll never know, Miko.

Napakunot noo ito at tumango.

Tahimik lang si Miko for a time. We were just both playing with our fingers on the bed while we were looking at the ceiling.

Comfortable silence.

Something that we had not done before.

"Celine, I'm sorry if it seems like I'm just after sex."

"Hmmm?" Bulong ko. Out of the blue, Miko?

"We started here only for sex." Madiin kong sinabi.

"Sino ba yung crush mong yun kasi? Kilala ko ba?"

Napangiti ako ng marinig ko ang inis sa boses nito.

I just shrugged.

"As if naman kilala mo no. Diba nga sabi mo hindi mo ako magugustuhan? We're just fuck buddies and we started out only for sex."

"Hindi mo na talaga makakalimutan yan no?"

Tumahimik ako ng ilang minuto at matagal kami sa ganong posisyon.

Nice to meet you, CelineTahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon