Letters to Jimin

#Letter 27

Annyeong...

Hope you are doing well jiminaa..!

Days are passing way too fast for me.
I don't know whether to like it or not and I don't think it's something that I can control. How days are passing for you? Is it going okay? Bearable? Are you getting enough freedom, which you guys usually don't get?
Are you making friends Mimi? Meeting good people?

I hope that you get to meet nice people, make good friends too. I hope they treat you well and do not use you or see you as just a celebrity. I am glad that you always have jk beside you. What a relief...!

I was watching the latest documentary BTS monuments beyond the stars. It was kind of bittersweet you know?
I don't know how to explain it...
It made me sad at times and hopeful at times.
After watching it, I kept thinking about it and wondered if I would ever get a chance to see you guys?
I want to stay optimistic about it, even though it kind of feels like a dream.

Sometimes I wonder if I am just an obsessed fan? If I try to tell how much it means to me, people outside the fandom, including my own family, I don't think they would get it. Maybe, I am too sensitive or I feel way too much about bangtan in general.
I have a very few army friends and they get it.

Yesterday I was talking to a friend about the same. She told me that nobody has to understand or make sense of the fact that I love bangtan. She told me that it's a very very unconditional love and relationship and I should not feel weird about it. She is right..I understand.

So what I am trying to say is that Mimi, I want to stay like this. I want to receive the comfort from you and I want to cheer for everything you do.
Armys are allowed to do it... right?

I am not sure that I was able to convey my thoughts here...but I hope that you understand them even though it's incomplete.

With love
Army