Letters to Jimin of BTS.
That says it all ...
It's more like a personal project and if you are not in the fandom, Army, I don't know how much you will be able to understand the sentiment.
It's for the fellow Armys here ..
This book is not a fanfic...
I watched the last episode of 'Are you sure'. Oh boy!!! I am so sad...I am not ready to let it end..yet here we are. Post travel show depression is so real... It was so good... Thank you for preparing it...loved every bit of it. I am going to rewatch it again of course...but I am just so sad....aahhhhh... Let me cry for some time.....😭
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How much I am going to miss the show and you two....
I even saw Jk in my dream yesterday. It was funny... Dreams don't make any sense at all....of course... I was talking to him and saying ' If you are okay with it, we will do this..etc..' ( I guess I was sending him off for some cooking competition...lol?) then I fell asleep in my dream...but my alarm rang in my real life and woke up . It took me a few seconds to figure out that it was a dream. I quickly got up and opened the note app and typed it down.. that's why I remember at least this much... No sense at all....!
Aah...that reminded me of another incident... it's not a dream...but I wish it were. I have a friend here, and they have lots of friends. We were in a get together and I know a few of their friends...from all the previous get together we had , over the years..
I am not a big talker. It takes me time to socialise with people...n I am really awkward when there's a lot of people whom I don't know. So we were talking about this and that... random things and then she dropped this bomb. She worked with Jk!!! Till then I was nodding along with all the conversations and suddenly I was super alert. She said she was working with his dance team ...as a supporting staff . She had no idea of BTS or Jk till then...but since she started working, she knows that they are huge. She said ' He is really tall, very handsome and really nice ' ( of course he is all of the above) and at this point I am holding back my tears and crying inside. She's not a fan or anything ...so, for her, it's like a casual encounter and I was searching for tissue paper and a quite corner to cry my eyes out....hehe
It's not even funny that how non Armys meet bangtan before Armys... What in the world!! Why?! Universe....you have got it all wrong okay??? Where's my luck ? Am I ever going to see them? What in the world is happening.
This happened a while ago...ahhh.... seriously!!
Hmmm........ How are you Mimi? Even though I was watching the show and seeing you happy and well, it's from last year. You guys were a bit down and nervous ( maybe?) about the enlistment. We are not sure what or how you are dealing with the military life. Again....I am hoping that you guys are okay. Having Jk is there is a blessing I think. I hope you are feeling okay and know that we miss you so much.
Joon was spamming wevers a few days ago and it was so much fun. Jin was attending Milan fashion week...he looked stunning. Hobi is coming back soon....
I am purposely avoiding the latest outburst of negativity. I feel so drained and tired. I don't have energy to deal with anything anymore. Come back soon please
I miss you Mimi Wishing you health and happiness...as always.
With love Army. 21 September 2024
Ps: I should make a Sapporo edit...to remember the impression it had on me. I wish there was an option to add videos here. Well.... If you ever ever got to read this book, just know that I made a wonderful edit out of Sapporo episodes.😂
