Letter 12

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Hi there...

Hope you are doing great Mimi.
I hope everything is lighter and fun around you and you don't feel the loneliness that is creeping up on us from time to time.

I was reading the signs of loneliness and wondering how many signs are right for me. There are a few actually and maybe I am lonely...sigh!
I don't think there's nothing to panic but it's a part of all of us maybe?

Last week I went to a salon for a hair wash.
While getting my hair washed and dried, I was thinking a lot since I had a lot of free time to think.

' When was the last time that someone patted on my head or gave me a head massage? '

Honestly...I have no idea.

Maybe 10 or 15 years ago or maybe even before that.
Even though I was paying for my hair wash, I felt so grateful and almost teared up.

There's certain things that we crave for but won't realise it unless you experience that thing? Is that even making any sense? I don't know!
However, I am sure there are people who feel like that?
Humans are complex in nature yet there are so many simple things that could break that complexity!? Or maybe nudge us to think about all of it?
I don't know....

The guy who was washing my hair panicked thinking that shampoo went to my eyes. He was quick to apologise and tried to pay more attention. My reassurance didn't help or maybe he thought that I was some nut job..lol.

So Mimi, what do you think?
What should we do in those vulnerable yet ridiculous moments?
Wish I could tell you all about it? Someday!

Until then
Miss you so much
ARMY

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