Letters to Jimin

#Letter 54

Why do we write letters?
Maybe it feels more personal, more special?
When was the last time that you received a handwritten letter in person Mimi?

I don't even remember mine to be honest. If I could consider the handwritten letter that you posted on wevers, it hasn't been that long ( I don't think that I can count that one because it was for the entire fandom and it was posted on weverse, but made me so happy like I had received a letter personally. )

Other than that, I don't remember getting a handwritten letter through post office. Two years ago, my friend had sent me a Christmas card from Canada and it reached here by the end of January .
I think that's the last thing that I got delivered from a post office.
When I was a kid , I used to wait for Christmas.
All the Christmas cards that the postman brought and all the long letters during the festive season.
It makes me nostalgic....
I miss that time....that excitement and that innocence of childhood.
The world has changed a lot...things like letters... it has become so rare.
Weverse letters still makes me smile...I think that someone thought about me(us) enough to make an effort to write a letter...it means the world to me(us).

That army song from face album, was also titled Letter ..
It all makes it personal ...and special.
Thank you for gifting me(us) such moments of happiness and making me (us)feel special...

Somedays are so hard and I try to concentrate on things that makes me happy or help me to go on.
Yesterday was such a day.
A busy day but a bad day nonetheless.

Someone told me that I am being rude, opinionated and jealous over someone else when I was talking about the unfair treatment we received.
I was just pointing out the difference...I wasn't bashing the other person or being rude.
Having an opinion is bad ? Standing up for myself is bad?
I don't understand people at all.
I fell silent. My throat closed up.
What is wrong with me?
I think I don't have it in me to fight back.
It's like getting a punch on my stomach. All the air goes out of my system.
It ruined my entire day ....

The only time I was genuinely smiling was when I watched 'smeraldo garden marching band'
It is such a lovely happy song....it was such a joy to watch.Seeing your smile and being happy is my favourite genre .I am still listening to it..
The stark difference between set me free part 2 and smeraldo garden marching band is big... but in a good way. I am so glad and relieved that you are in a happy place emotionally....the song is so jimin coded...I am loving every bit of it.
This entire album is going to be cute ....my guess. Lol
Let's see.

So what I am saying is that, even though I was having a hard time, the song helped me.
Sometimes you guys just pop up on our feed and make us smile.
Thank you for that .
Thank you for making me feel seen, heard , loved and cherished at times when I wasn't sure about myself.
Thank you for being my safe place.

I should have written a letter about the song...you know.
But I ended up writing another rant letter.... but it's honest .
This book is me being honest...authentically me.
So I am not going to be sorry about writing a letter like this ..
I am saving the rest of my rants for another letter..

I hope you are well Jiminaa.
There's no update from you..of course.
Did you even know that this song got released yesterday? I wonder ...lol.
I hope you are safe and healthy and were able to have a good day.
We did so well with the streaming....I hope you get to see/ listen to all the good things about the song.

Until we meet here again
With love
Army. 29 June 2024