Letters to Jimin

#Letter 43

Hi there....

How are you doing?
I hope you are doing well.
Training well and getting enough rest both mentally and physically.
There have been a lot of incidents happening and I hope things will settle down soon and all of you are at ease.

Joon's album is coming soon..and we got the pre-release track last week.
It's not just a song....it was a movie tbh.
It's more than 6 minutes long and the story was so detailed and unique that I had to watch explanation videos to understand the meaning...as usual.( Joon is calling me dumb in a million ways:) anyway)

'You don't have to be
the anything you see...
Trying not to be
something in the sea...'

Wowwww....only Joon could write such lyrics....
Can't wait to listen to the entire album.
I am sure that it's going to be an awesome piece of art.

What else is there to say....?

Do you remember me telling about a house help lady who opened up to me a little?

She passed away a few days ago. She committed suicide to be specific.
I have known her for a long time...but the only thing that comes to my mind is that conversation.
I am still not sure , why she shared it with me because I am not close to her or someone regular in her life.
May be once in a year? Or once in two years? that's how we used to see each other.
When I heard about it , I was sad. What could have happened for her to make such a decision? At this age?
I don't know.
I hope she gets the peace she deserves or wanted always.

I am just ....I don't know.
I wanted to write this letter on the same day but I was kinda out of it.
It was confusing, overwhelming and sad.

Maybe I should have consoled her? But I didn't...and I didn't know how to.
Aah..I am not sure...I am just rambling.

I hope you never lose people like that..which leave you in utter shock and guilt.

There are millions of people who lean on you guys to get through a difficult moment.
I hope you always have someone to lean on too.

I hope you are happy Jiminaa... always.

With love
Army. 15 May 2024