Destined (jilix×skz)/ OT8

Chapter 30

Jisung's pov
"baby...wake up" i heard a deep yet weak voice whisper near my eyes...i slowly opened them to look around confused.
"what...where I am..."
Suddenly a cough cut me off " Felix" I yelled as soon as I saw the older laying next to me...his face was barely visible because of the dark room.
"I...i am sorry for waking you up...but...i...i need my medicines " he answered still coughing...
"medicines?" I asked confused...did he lost his mind? And wait did he just call me baby?

"on the nightstand" he said.
"man did you lose your freaking mind?" I yelled watching him flinch.
"jisung...what is wrong baby..."
"don't call me that" I said jumping from the bed to open the lights" how did we even get..."
I stopped mid sentence when my eyes fell on the dark prince...what the hell happened? The man was pale as he looked at me with wide teary eyes...he was coughing none stop but what caught my attention was the oxygen mask near him...he was taking deep breaths from it from time to time.
"what happened to you?" I asked my eyes falling to the sides.
"me...what happened to you" he said sounding weak." why are you yelling at me like that...i...i told you to let me go...i told you that I will be a burden on you...i knew that this will happen someday and you will get sick of me...i am a dying man jisung...i warned you" he added making my eyes widen.

What the actual hell did he just say...is this some kind of a joke...did those damn gods did this to us?
"what is..."
Suddenly huge pain shot down my head as memories came rushing to me" shit" I said grabbing my head....this is Felix and jisung from another earth...they sent me to jisung's body...i knew that because the memories that are filling my mind now is his...and Felix....they are happily married together...they are both humans childhood friends who fell in love...everything was going beautifully...they were trying to build a family together....but out of nowhere...their life turned upside-down  down when Felix was diagnosed with long cancer a while ago....i was feeling too much at the moment...the love that jisung had for him...the pain he is feeling from watching the love of his life die in front of him slipping from his hands without being able to help him.

"stop it" I yelled clenching my jaw as I fell on my knees...it hurts too much...i felt tears ran down my cheeks...i am feeling them as if they were my emotions.
"hanie...what is wrong?" Felix's soft concerned voice filled the room.
"I...i am sorry...i am sorry for yelling" I replied sobbing hard as I clenched my hands...i don't know why I am apologising but...i can't help it....god...he is dying...and I...i mean this jisung is going through death too...just by looking at Felix like this....
"it is okay...i yelled too...i am sorry it is too much...i hate...i hate seeing you suffer because of me...i wish...i wish if I didn't get sick" he said with a broken voice...i glanced at him with teary eyes" I wish if we had more time together baby...i failed you" he added.

"no" I said getting up," you didn't" I added shaking my head.i know this is insane but I am really feeling all this man's emotions.
"jisung..."
"don't say a word...I am the one who doesn't deserve you..."I cut him off, I don't know what came over me before I rushed to his side pulling him into a hug as I cried...those damn gods...why are the doing this to me?

Felix's pov
"where the hell I am?" I said looking around the unfamiliar room, what is this place? I remember being with those damn gods and han jisung before everything turned dark.
"hades" I yelled clenching my jaw...where did that damn bastard go?
"han jisung"I yelled clenching my jAw.
"why the hell are you so loud?" I glanced back to see han jisung walking out of another room which looked like a bathroom drying his wet dark hair...i repeat dark...his blonde golden hair is gone...i have never imagine him without it it is Lux people's distinct trait.

"you..."I said rubbing my forehead...
"it doesn't matter, my parents told me to inform you about the family dinner later"he said walking toward the closet.
"parents....what is happening here?" I asked confused....he didn't answer me of course.
"I am talking with you..."
"stop yelling god damn it" he yelled back cut me off as he walked out fully changed...he was wearing a grey suit now" I have a meeting and I have no time to waste on you" he added walking past me.
"I am still talking what is happening here...where is..."
"it is bad enough I am stuck with you...don't touch me ever again"he said snatching his arm out of my grip and taking me off guard, he just fixed his jacket before he walked out.