Destined (jilix×skz)/ OT8

Chapter 42

Jeongin's pov
"did you talk with jisung?" minho hyung asked leaning on the wall next to me...my relationship with the light prince is not at its best since he found out I mated with hyunjin...but what did he expect ? That I will act like the rest of my mates don't exist just because he is so stubborn to accept Felix hyung...in matter of fact it makes me angry and frustrated that he is the one at wrong yet he is ignoring me...he is acting kind of selfish at this point.

"no hyung" I replied shaking my head at the older one who sighed...acutally I did not think I will be meeting with him I could not sleep so I decided to take a late night walk only to be met with the vampire in the middle of the streets telling me how dangerous it is for me to be out there at this hour... apparently hyunjin hyung felt my discomfort and told him to check on me since he is busy with chan hyung at the moment...minho hyung told me about the other earth's hyunjin...i was confused and shocked at first but at this point I shouldn't be surprised...i just hope he could help us convince chan.
"you should go back home" he said making me groan.
"I don't want to" I murmured.
"we are standing in the middle of an alley at 3 am jeongin...you need to go back and rest"he argued.

"I don't feel tired...nor I want to rest"I said biting my lips.
"listen I really get it...i know how you are feeling right now..."
"hyung...he hates me...i should be angry at him for what he is making us go through and I am...but the fact that he hates me makes me wanna lose my mind" I cut him off running my hand across my hair.
"jeongin he doesn't hate you..."
"not according to the way he was looking at me..."
"han jisung hates himself not you" he yelled before he took a deep breath" he hates himself for being a coward to accept Felix...to be with us"he added.

I shook my head glancing down the floor...minho hyung is kind of right yet I can't help it...like why can't we just be like normal mates? When will this end?
"if you do not want to go home how about we go to changbin's?" he asked making me frown.
"I am sure he will be asleep at this moment..."
"don't worry about it...it is true you did not know...but since he is living alone I moved in with him...he gave me a room" he said making me nod"it was about it the woosan couple needed some privacy"he added rolling his eyes.
"what about Hyun-jin hyung? Why didn't you live with him?" I asked tilting my head to the side.
"well he lives with his family it would have been awkward plus the two of us can teleport anyways...i may not be living with him officially but I am pretty much staying in his room 24/7"he explained making him" should we go?" he added offering me his hand.

I swallowed hard before I accepted it...within a second we were inside the bedroom.
"you said you are not tired but you can lay down on the bed if you want to"minho hyung said.
"I am fine...hyung can I ask you something?" I said sitting down on the couch.
"of course" the older answered with a small smile.
"are you really okay with chan hyung being your mate?" I asked making the man's eyes widen in surprise clearly not expecting the question.
"I thought about it a lot too jeongin...and yes I am...he is not the same chan from purgatory" he said sitting next to me.

"but won't you remember your killer each time you look at him? Won't it be weird?" I asked genuinely curious about what he was feeling.
He looked down his lap playing with his fingers nervously " chan from my world betrayed me for some reason...it hurt me so much...but I could not do anything to him...or get angry at him since he is not here...at first I wanted to throw all my anger at this one to blame him instead but one the mate bond didn't let me...two I deep down knew he has nothing to do with what happened to me...things are already complicated I did not want to make it worse by rejecting chan" he said before he paused" but to be honest....i don't want or I am able to reject him...to answer your question maybe I will remember the chan who killed me when I look at our mate but it is only going to make me happy" he added making me frown.