Darkest Desires [Joel Miller]

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Spending these couple of days with Joel made me realize how much I actually missed him. I missed his laugh. I missed the closeness we shared. It's only been a couple of weeks since we haven't seen each other but being back here felt right. Joel was doing better but I still wanted to be there for him.

With each passing day, I found myself falling even harder for Joel. I knew our families wouldn't accept us but at this point, I didn't care. Joel told me a couple of times that if I needed any more time to think, he would give that to me. 

After we ate the dinner that I cooked for us, we sat down on the couch. He was playing his beloved guitar, soft notes filling the living room. I couldn't help but feel a sense of comfort washing over me. I watched him with a soft smile, my heart swelling with affection. As the last notes of the song filled the air, Joel set his guitar aside and turned to me.

"I've missed this,"Joel said, intertwining their fingers together. "Being with you like this, just the two of us."

"I missed this too, Joel,"I answered and I felt my cheeks flush with warmth.

There was a brief pause as we sat in comfortable silence, the weight of our unspoken feelings hanging in the air between us. And then, without a word, Joel reached out and took my hand in his, his touch sending a surge of electricity through my veins.

At that moment, I knew I didn't need any more time to think. I didn't need to question my feelings or doubt my heart. I knew exactly what I wanted and it was right there, in front of me - Joel, with his gentle smile and his unwavering love.

I leaned closer and I closed the distance between us, my lips meeting Joel's in a hungry kiss. Joel pulled me on top of him without breaking the kiss.

"I love you, Daisy."

I pulled back, slightly shocked at his confession. It was the first time he had actually confessed his feelings for me. The words hung in the air between us, carrying with them the weight of Joel's vulnerability and honesty. My heart swelled with emotion, overwhelmed by the depth of his love for me.

"I love you too, Joel,"I said, my voice barely above a whisper.

With those words hanging in the air between us, Joel pulled me into another passionate kiss, his arms wrapping around me as if he never wanted to let go. In that moment, everything else faded away - the doubts, the fears, the uncertainties. All that mattered was the love we shared, burning bright and unyielding.

He slowly put his hands on my bum and I wrapped my legs around his waist while he carried us to the bedroom. Joel carefully laid me on the bed and I smiled, watching him unbutton my blouse. Joel tossed the blouse to the floor and his hands gently caressed my breasts. It felt like heaven and I couldn't help but moan softly.

 "Oh, I love to hear these voices from you,"he chuckled, unbuckling my bra.

"Shut it,"I chuckled.

When all my clothes were gone, he looked at me for a moment. "Fuck, you're so beautiful, Daisy."

I pulled him in for a kiss, helping him undress at the same time. I could feel his hard dick pressed against my body and I knew we were going much further this time. Furhter, than we've had before. 

"Daisy, before we go any further, we should probably use protection,"Joel said, caressing my cheek with his hand.

"Yeah, you're right."

Joel went to the bedside table, taking a condom out of the drawer. I took it from him to unwrap it and I put it on him.

"Spread your legs for me, sweetheart,"Joel demanded, his tone firm.

I didn't hesitate to obey him. He kissed my inner thighs gently and I moaned softly as the pleasure washed over me. His tongue moved around the most sensitive area, making me squirm.

"Jesus, Daisy,"Joel teased, looking at me. "You're already a mess and I haven't even started."

"I can't help it..."I said, my voice shaking.

Joel let out a soft chuckle, kissing my other thigh. I didn't know how he did it but just his kisses alone were enough to make me a complete mess. And I knew he enjoyed every second of that.

"Joel,"I moaned his name and he smiled, pulling me in for another deep kiss.

"I love you so much, Daisy."

"I love you too, Joel."

"I'm crazy about you,"Joel said in between the kisses. "I need you. I need you so much that it hurts. I don't care anymore what others think of us."

Joel's heartfelt words stirred something deep within me, igniting a fire that burned brighter with each passing moment. His raw honesty and vulnerability washed over me like a wave, leaving me breathless and exhilarated.

"I need you too, Joel," I murmured, my voice trembling with emotion. "I've never felt this way towards any other man."

With each kiss, each touch, we reaffirmed our bond, sealing our commitment to each other with every beat of our hearts. I wrapped my arms around his neck and let out a moan, when he suddenly thrusted into me without any warnings. I closed my eyes when he started moving faster. 

This experience felt much more intimate than the others we've shared. Maybe because we finally admitted that we loved each other. He pressed his forehead against mine and he smiled when he noticed how wet and messy I was.

"You're such a good girl, Daisy,"he whispered, thrusting into me harder and harder.

All of this was getting too much. Too much to handle. He was placing gentle kisses on my neck and I moaned even louder. I was on edge and I knew I was about to break.  

"I can't take it anymore, Joel,"I whimpered.

"Let it all go, sweetheart,"he said softly, caressing my cheek.

Moments later we both laid down on the bed, exhausted but happy. He pulled me closer and my head was resting on his chest, listening to his heartbeats. Joel placed a gentle kiss on my forehead, smiling at me.

"You okay?"

"Better than okay,"I said, smiling back. "It was everything I've ever wanted."

"I'm so glad you're here with me,"Joel whispered. Joel's vulnerability and sincerity touched me deeply, opening my heart to a flood of emotions I had long kept buried.

"I'm glad to be here with you too,"I whispered, reaching up to caress his cheek. "I've never felt more at home than I do in your arms, Joel."

His eyes sparkled with tenderness as he gazed down at me, his fingers tracing gentle patterns along my back. With a contented sigh, I snuggled closer to him, reveling in the warmth of his embrace. We drifted off to sleep and I felt like everything was going to be okay. Until I had him.