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Jades pov

I woke up and looked around and I was now on my room

"How the fuck am I in my room?" I thought

"Colby" I said making a mental note to thank him when I get a chance later

I got out of bed and walked into the bathroom and started to get undressed when I realised I was in different clothes

"Did he also change my clothes?" I thought

Pushing that aside I got undressed and hoped into the shower and had an everything shower then I got out and dried off and went into my closet and looked through all my clothes and picked out some shorts but I couldn't find a shirt I wanted to wear today even tho I have thousands of shirts to wear

I put on a bra undies and shorts then I sneaked into Colby's room and he was still asleep so I went into his closet and stole a shirt then I saw the box of blades

"No I shouldn't" I said thinking to my self

"He won't know " I thought

I went over to the box and grabbed a blade and hide it in my shorts pocket

"Just Incase" I thought

I went to sneak back out when I heard Colby

"What are you doing?" He asked softly

"N-Nothing just borrowing a shirt sorry for waking you"I said leaving his room

I ran into my room and shut the door and let out a breath I didn't even know I was holding in then I put the shirt on and walked over to my draws opened it and was about to take the blade out and put it In my draws when somone barged in

"Give it" he said

"Aww but it's comfyyyy" I said hoping he didn't mean the blade

"No the blade I know you took one so give it back" he said

"What do you mean?" I said playing innocent but it didn't work I should have known it wouldn't work becase he can always see through my lies and I don't know how

"I'm missing a blade and it was there when I went to sleep and now it's not and it was my favourite one and your the only one who has been in my room since last night so give it back" he said

How did he find out?,
I was so careful,
I just need the blade in case I need it
He's mad
He's never mad
I fucked up
He hates me

"Hey hey don't cry" he said coming up to me and wiping the tears I didn't even know had fallen

"I-I'm s-sorry" I said passing him the blade

"Why you take it?" he asked

"I d-don't know j-just in-incase I ne-needed I-it" I said

He didn't say anything he just pulled me into a hug letting my cry into his shoulder

"You can take all the shirts and hoodies out of my room you want but please never take any of the blades I don't want you to relapse" he said and I nodded into his shoulder

After awhile I calmed down and pulled away

"Sorry" I said wiping my tears

"Hey it's ok" he said

"What's the date?" I asked

"Umm the 6th" he said

"Fuck it's my mums birthday we need to go see her" I said

"Shit ok I'll go inform Sam go get packed" he said

"Stuffs already there you go get packed I'll go get Sam" I said

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