"huh-..xavy?" I say, turning around to face Zion. He stood over me with a neutral expression. "yea- come in the kitchen real quick." he lastly said before walking off to it.
I looked at Gia confused. wondering if I should go with him to the kitchen ..and also confused on why he called me xavy.
~ dude hasn't called me that since high school.. I would practically melt anytime he said it, it was the first thing he started calling me as we got close ~
**
"should I even go-"
"just go talk to him girl." she shook her head. packing of up the deck of cards we were about to use. I smirked at her, looking from her to kitchen where Zion was waiting.
"it's probably not important tho." I say turning back to her. she rolled her eyes, a short sigh leaving her mouth after. "he wants to hook up probably just go."
"okayyy.. but if this is to happen ..is ur room okay?." I smiled. hopefully she'll say yes. I need this.
"please do not touch my bed..that's reserved for me and my man when he comes back." she sassed as she stood up from the couch.
"well expect ur bathroom to be used." I sassed as well. before walking off to the kitchen.
***
I took a quick breath before walking into the kitchen.
"yes Zi." I smirked as began leaning on the counter next to him. he smirked back and tucked his phone in his pocket.
"so why did u wanna-"
"what do u you think about Carmen." he smiled. he seemed really eager we to know my opinion of her.
but why does he even care what I think of her..
literally, why would he even ask this..or specifically me..
what the fuck.
**
"what." I replied. with the straightest face possible. he looked at me as if what I said offended him. "why you lookin like that.. and I said what do u-"
"I know what the fuck u said..I'm trying figure out why u asked me tho?"
he shook his head a bit, looking off to the side of him then finally looking back at me. he sighed before giving me a response. "i think I'm really Inlove with her xay."
~ ofcourse he just needs me to know this ~
"really" I nodded. folding my arms.
"yea- I mean ive been thinking about getting her a ring." he smirked, as he pulled his phone back out of his pocket. "I have a couple options already." he continued.
***
XAV - "you're playing aren't u?.. this is a like some sick game right??"
Zion: "what?."
XAV- "like bro- Why do u not care about my feelings at all?...we've been in this shit for almost 6 years at this point."
Zion- "dawg we aren't talking about this shit right now"
XAV- "no we are- what the fuck?" I spoke, raising my voice a bit. "I'm such a fucking a fool for you dude and you don't care...I'm starting to think this all just a dam game to you?!?"
Zion- "bruh can u just calm down..?! you're annoying the fuck of me...this conversation wasn't supposed to be about you." he scoffed, rolling his eyes.
XAV- I nodded. "bro I've been holding out on spilling to Carmen that we still hook up..so it's crazy that u just think I won't tell her." I squinted my eyes slightly.
Zion- "oh yea- cuz if you do I'm cutting you the fuck off-" he spoke sternly.
XAV- "alright- as if you could leave me." I rolled my eyes then let out a short chuckle.
Zion- "I can tho- cus I don't need you ..you need mE motherfucker.. I don't need to fuck you ..and I don't need to love you the way u want me to- because you'll do that enough for the both of us xavia." He sassed. smirking at me condescendingly.
~ what do I say ... I want badly for what he said to be wrong but it's not ...and I don't even know why Im letting this shit slide right now ~
Zion- "Xay.. in these last few years I've only loved u as a friend and it'll forever be that wa-"
-
I don't know what came over me. but the itching in my hand and the strong urge to hurt this man filled my brain and before I even processed my own actions, the back of my left hand was power-gliding across his face.
He immediately stopped talking and held his cheek looking at me as if he wanted me dead right then n there.
***
XAV- "I'm telling Carmen everything and u can go to fUcking hell." I spat out.
those were the last words said I to him before storming off into Gias room. as soon as I slammed that door, I jogged to the bed and plopped down. covering myself with the comforter. I laid curled up, sobbing as his words replayed in my head like a broken record.
~ time skip~
it seemed like hours but most likely it was only a few minutes but somebody came in to check on me.
"Hey..Xav..?"
it was Gia.
I uncovered myself defeatedly. sitting up against the headboard. I wiped my face before speaking. "hey." I sniffed.
"you smacked the shit out of him." she spoke softly as she came and sat down by me. gently grabbing my hand and holding it in hers.
"yea- I was wrong for that .. but he deserved it." I frowned.
***************************** Ty 4 reading 🎀
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
